Working on Creating the Subjective Reality Website

I’d better launch this thing soon.  I really have to pour my heart and soul into this.  I have to work on it minimum 3 hours a day, 7 days a week.  No excuses.  It is going to be tremendously hard work, but it will be worth it.  I can literally design a site I’m passionate about, and make decent money from it.  Just look what Leo at Zen Habits has done with a simple philosophy.  The only limit I’m going to have is eye strain.  But putting in 3 hours, spaced out throughout the day and night, shouldn’t be a problem for me.  I should start getting up no later than 9 AM, so that I can get at least 2 hours in before noon.  I’m thinking the name of the site should be  called Subjective Reality Central, unless that name is already taken.  I want to cover everything that relates to subjective reality, and this is a niche that I don’t think will be too saturated.  I’ll be examining a lens from which you can view reality, where you will have no fear, and nothing to hold you back except your imagination of what is possible.  I wish I could use David Icke’s tagline:  “Exposing the dream world we believe to be real.”  Maybe something like, “Life is a dream, you are the dreamer, and it’s time to wake up.”  Or I could use Bill Hicks’ tagline, at the top of every page.

This is pretty much a bottomless wellspring of posts.  I could write about this stuff all day, so I think I’ve got a way to totally create a website I feel great about, and use ads and affiliate links to generate income.  I am going to create an online business that I can feel good about.  One where I do my best work.  I’ve done enough research on it to be qualified as almost an expert.  I just need to focus more on living what I talk about.  If life is a dream, you should have no fear whatsoever, except the biological fight or flight response.  There is nothing to fear but fear itself.  And if this truly is a dream world, you don’t even have to fear that.  I just have to get myself to totally believe it, 100%.  And I also have to believe I will succeed 100%.  Sure, it may be hard work, but I need to dedicate myself fully to this endeavor.

I just need to work extra hard at it.  There’s no substitute for hard work.  I have to challenge myself with this site, make it top-notch, with quality content.  I’ll definitely have to change my diet for this.  I need to stick to a routine as well.  I know that if I don’t, I know it may hurt me in the long run.  I’ll need to expand my consciousness as far as it will go.  I need to read Steve Pavlina’s experience of his 30 day trial of subjectivity.  I’ll obviously need to do one of my own as well, while creating this site.  I’ve got plenty of article ideas, up there, and I’ll have plenty more before the site is finished, if it ever is.  I intend to add to it continuously for a matter of years, to create the most comprehensive SR site out there.  I have to be willing to do the hard work that it will take to get this site off the ground, and then I can add to it preferably at least 3 times a week.  If not more.  I’ve really got to embrace this lens, and take it as far as I can before I can fully comprehend the implications of going down this road.  I’m going to cite sources where necessary, although most of them will come from maybe 5 or less places.  Maybe more, as time goes on.

Buddha believed this was how reality was, but Buddhism is full of unnecessary rules.  They’ve got precepts, you have to be a vegetarian, and a lot of other limiting beliefs.  But isn’t that the same with all belief systems?  The only one that can feasibly encompass all of them is subjective reality and the realm  of quantum physics.  I can even sit in my chair in the living room to write these articles, as that will most likely be the best place, seeing how typing here is bad for my neck.  At least there I have a neck rest.  Subjectivity encompasses objectivity, as it fits inside the whole dream philosophy.  When you are dreaming, are you aware of anything outside the dream?  No. But you believe the dream is real.  And even if you die in the dream, you wake up alive in your bed.  We literally all are the dreamer, not the dream itself.  The dreamer is consciousness, and the more conscious we get, the more validation we get of this dream world being, in fact, a dream.  Hell, even Jesus talked about this.  So did Buddha, as I mentioned before.  I have a real good feeling about this.  I just have to build it, market it, which SBI will help with that, and people will come.  I’ll sell books about it through affiliate links, and Adsense is a no-brainer right here.  I could become affiliates with Amazon, other online book retailers, and people who produce audio and video of this type of material.  This should be a fun and exciting ride!  I’m certainly looking forward to it.

Full Spectrum Lighting

About 10-12 months ago (can’t be sure of the exact date), I took the plunge and ordered 6 full spectrum light bulbs, which mimic the 1500 waves of light that come in through the sun.  I have to say that these lights have been a wonderful godsend for me and I realized what poor quality light I was living with before.  Not only that, but it allowed me to experience most of the benefits of the sun, even on cloudy days, because these bulbs come about as close as you can to real sunlight.  Everything in my room where I put 2 bulbs appears sharper and I’ve noticed a marked reduction in eye strain, and a much better mood while in my bright room.

It’s such a phenomenal change that my room has to be at least 3 times brighter than any other room in the house.  This especially helps on gloomy days, especially in the winter months.  Most of us need about an hour of unfiltered sunlight per day, which I would guess less than 10% actually get.  This condition, known as sunlight starvation, can lead to depression, agitation, sickness, a vitamin D deficiency, and many, many other problems.  This is why sunlight and Earthing (walking or sitting barefoot on the Earth) are two of the most important practices you can use for health.  The only problem is that the sun is not out every day, at least not consistently.

I try to get sun as much as I can, during hours when the sun is at least 50 degrees above the horizon (very important for vitamin D).  But there are times of the year, even here, where the sun never gets to that point.  Therefore, I won’t get all the sun’s beneficial wavelengths during some of the winter and fall months.  The sun will still be beneficial, but you won’t get as much vitamin D, so it is important to have another light source that supplies UVB rays, which helps your body produce vitamin D.  That’s where these bulbs come in.

My only recommendation is not to use more than 3 of these bulbs in one small room.  If I stick 3 of these bulbs in my ceiling fan, it becomes way too bright for me to handle it.  It is like being in the sun for too long without sunglasses.  But then again, it may be fine for you, as I have some eye problems from when I had brain cancer 10 years ago.  My pupils don’t exactly react very quickly, so an increase in brightness for extended periods of that magnitude causes me problems, but might not be any problem for you.

In conclusion, these bulbs are a great SUPPLEMENT to getting real sunlight year-round, but not a replacement.  Nothing beats pure, unfiltered sunlight for at least 20 minutes a day, without sunscreen or too much clothing on.  Ideally, you should get 50% of your body exposed to the sun every day.  And on those days when it is impossible to get that sun, you’ll have the bulbs as a backup, and even using them year-round is not a problem, as they are not the sun, so don’t have any skin cancer-causing rays.  This white-blue light is essential for proper brain function, and immune system health, so give them a try and see how you feel.



I believe that one of life’s greatest pleasures is the freedom to be nobody but yourself.  The problem is that society and other things try to condition us to be something but ourselves.  We all become like robots, all thinking the same thoughts, all feeling the same limited range of feelings.  The education system turns us into obedient worker slaves.  The media instills fear and rage in us, so that we feel it is a dangerous world, so best not stand out.  We live in a high-anxiety, high-stress culture, and we’re all measured by how much stress we can take, which only shuts our brains down to a significant extent.

The fear and stress that is thrust upon us by every channel you can think of is very daunting, and can really get to you.  We are all slaves to the culture we were born into, and there’s no escaping it, at least not completely.  You can never truly, fully drop out.  The people who control the world have ensured that by exterminating all the indigenous peoples throughout the world over the centuries.  Either that, or they forced them into our way of life, and now they are suffering greatly.  Before these people were exterminated, there was unparalleled freedom on Earth, where we could do as we pleased, as long as it didn’t hurt anyone else.  Before civilization, we were wild creatures, foraging for food, which was in abundance everywhere you looked.

There was also a time when us humans knew the true nature of reality, that life was simply an illusion, and that we were one consciousness, everything included.  Then there were a bunch of cataclysms on the Earth, which caused so much upheaval, and destroyed every people that lived on this planet, leaving us all with a clean slate, but damaged in so many ways.  In an ancient Zulu legend, the Earth turned over onto its current axis, which can only happen when a foreign body causes it to do that, which I would suggest was the Moon being brought by entities that wished to control us, and make us forget who we truly are.  They’ve created a world that suits them, not us, and they feed off of our negative energy, mainly fear.  They reside just out of human sight, but close enough to have temporary appearances in this reality.  They interbred with ancient humans, and created what is called hybrid bloodlines.

Now, these hybrid bloodlines control the physical world, but they are controlled from a place just outside of this frequency band.  They, as early as 40,000 years ago, claimed their right to rule, based on their descent from the “serpent God.”  There are ancient drawings of serpents and snakes everywhere in the ancient world, and there is no refuting that.  There are many drawings depicting the interbreeding with humanity, and there are still symbols of it everywhere today.  Just look at the AMA’s logo.  Two snakes coiled around a cross or something like that.

Symbolism is very powerful, and that’s another tool they use to control us.  Take major sporting events for example.  In the Super Bowl, where hundreds of millions of people watch every year, there are so many Illuminati symbols in the halftime shows that it gets to be incredibly obvious.  At the 2012 Olympics, there was massive symbolism relating to the bloodlines and the hidden hand that runs this world as it is today.  Symbols are information, and when you focus on information, you take it in on a subconscious level.  We are in a state of mass hypnosis here, and the only way out is through our own consciousness and information that will help us see all the subliminal control mechanisms we have around us.

The rabbit hole goes very deep, and there’s always more to uncover.  But the more we know, the better off we are.  That is how we will become free again.  Knowledge truly is power.  Who among us ever asks the big questions?  Who are we?  Why are we here?  Who ever comes up with a satisfactory answer?  If you understand quantum physics, it will tell you that the world is primarily subjective, a dream within a dream.  We are living in an artificial reality created by these entities, primarily called the Archons by the Gnostics, whose Library of Alexandria was burned down by the Crusades.  99% of their information was destroyed throughout the years, and it wasn’t until 1945 in Egypt when a peasant found a jar sealed from roughly 1500 years ago that the Gnostic belief system was fully understood.  Luckily, no one destroyed that before it got out.

Also, Don Juan Matis, a Central American shaman, talks at length about these entities, and how they are mind parasites, and feed on our fear and other low-vibrational emotions.  And these parasites love to feed off of the energy of children the most, because they are the most full of life, especially before puberty.  Why do you think all ancient cultures sacrificed “young virgins?”  That was code for children.  Imagine how terrified the child was, and how much fear energy was being created.  It must have been like an all-you-can-eat buffet for these so-called “gods.”  And these hybrid bloodlines love to drink the blood of the sacrifice.  That is also well-documented in history.

All I can say is that I am eternally grateful that all this information is coming out.  Finally, we have an idea of what is truly going on in the world, and we need to take extreme steps to save it.  We need to realize we are truly in control.  We outnumber these people/entities at least 100 to 1.  I would guess much more than that, to be honest.  We just need to refuse whatever the control system tries to throw at us.  We need to say NO to microchips, smart grids, smart meters, and anything else that reduces our power, while simultaneously making us more dependent on the government and society at large.  We obviously need a consciousness shift for this sort of “radical” change.  We must remember who we are, infinite consciousness/possibility.

For true freedom, we must not be violent.  You don’t fight for peace, you peace for peace.  Just say NO, with a smile on your face and a jump in your step.  If the President or the Prime Minister comes on the TV and says, “We’ve had a talk, and we’ve decided to do this,” what if millions of people said, “We’re not allowing it?”  Where’s their power then?  Their power is simply in our acquiescence.  That is the only reason such a small quantity of people can control the world, because we are conditioned to believe we have no power to stop them.  Bollocks!

We are infinite possibility having an experience.  We have been cut off from Source, or Consciousness through very deliberate measures, and that has eroded our freedoms, day by day, year by year.  And I think it’s about time we reclaim our true freedom to be who we truly are, and to experience our full potential as humans, and as consciousness.  We used to be so much more than we are now, and we have that ability to reclaim that higher level of awareness, simply by realizing we all are one, there is no separation between us and them, and that we have the power to create heaven on Earth, if only we keep raising our consciousness.  This will require listening to one’s heart, not one’s gut.  Connect through your heart chakra, because that is the way to accessing consciousness.  We all need to try and get as many people as possible to do this.  Once the tipping point is reached, the control system won’t stand a chance.


Subjective Reality Website Coming Soon!

Sorry for the long, extended absence.  Again.  I tend to forget about this website every now and then.  I have to say that I’ve been busy, but that’s really no excuse, is it?  I easily could have not watched all those episodes of Law and Order: SVU for a second time and written some fantastic articles in here.  But I guess laziness and a lack of inspired ideas is the culprit here.  I mean, I’ve been writing in all sorts of places on the web, just not on my own site.  I’ve put a lot of time and energy into thoughtful comments on articles all across the WWW, and although only some of them provide a link back to this fledgling website, I don’t think it hurt this site too much.
I wish that I was more active here, but I know now that this site isn’t viable in the long run for me.  I’m still pondering whether or not to start SBI, which is a service that allows you to create a website, and handles all the technical details for you.  It even helps immensely with monetization.  And it costs roughly $300 a year.  But from what I’ve seen on their website, they have so many success stories, and even blogging and PD god Steve Pavlina recommends it highly.  He says it will significantly help you get a site that ranks in the top 500,000 on Alexa, which is a far cry from where I’m at on this site.

It’s not that I’m giving this site up or anything, but I’d like to take these ideas, and the ones I have yet to come across, and turn them into a website that actually makes money and doesn’t just sit here, unnoticed, except by the fewest of people.  I’m very interested in further exploring the nature of reality through a subjective lens, and this website would allow me to dedicate a whole site to it.  The only hitch is I have to figure out the interest in a site like this, and how it would translate to real world dollars.  I’ve got plenty of ideas for this site, and it would help me cement this belief system in my head, although I still want to remain open to other possibilities.

Life as dream metaphor is nothing new, but I’m not trying to reinvent the wheel here.  I would just like to provide my unique take on the issue.  It has to stand out in some fashion.  I’ve had some experiences to confirm the belief that we are indeed living in a dream, and they are a key point to why I am so passionate about this sort of subject.  The whole idea of being the dreamer of this reality, and not just a small piece of the dream is very empowering, and it puts your life in perspective.  This way of looking at the world is fascinating, and I would like to move further down the proverbial rabbit hole by exploring this point of view more fully, if not just for myself, then also to help others come to terms with such a drastic perspective shift.

I feel like I could write about SR until the end of time, so I know for a fact there will be no shortage of content, new realizations, and different interpretations that I could explore.  The possibilities are endless; infinite, in fact.  There are so many places where I’ve heard this idea, from comedian Bill Hicks to fringe conspiracy theorist David Icke.  And it has been a recurring theme in my wanderings through cyberspace, even if that is not what I am searching for in that moment.  This would be the equivalent of play for me, because I enjoy the subject matter so much.  And that’s really the only website I can see myself creating with a nearly infinite well of possibilities.  That’s why it will endure for many years to come.

The idea is to create timeless content in a field where you are passionate.  And it’s also nice to earn money from the fruits of your labor.  With SBI, I feel I have nothing to lose, and everything to gain.  They even offer a 90-day money back guarantee, and you even get to keep your domain name.  I can’t say that I’m planning on sending it back, but it shows a lot of confidence in that company, with real examples of people who have made real websites that rank in the top 500,000 on Alexa, some in the top 100,000.  And that’s enough to earn more than a subsistence living off of.  Realistically, a website like that could make a few thousands of dollars a month after the first few months.  All I have to do is put the work in, which will be hard, but inspired.  And the technical side will be taken care of, so no having to learn HTML or any other nonsense.

I expect to get this website up and running within the next month, possibly sooner.  What’s great is that I already have tons of content about this way of looking at the world, dating back to 2006 on this website, so I can take some of the pieces from here, and fit them into the new site, which will have a narrower focus.  I know this site really doesn’t have a clear focus, and I never expected it to, although at the beginning it was a personal development site, but it became a nature site, then a reality site, then who knows what it became?  That’s because my interests vary along a wide spectrum, and there is just so much to explore in this reality.  So, I’m making a commitment now to start this new website in the next month.

I have a really good feeling about a site like this, that discusses deep level subjects such as the nature of reality and how we can better understand it by looking into who we truly are.  We are infinite consciousness having an experience, one from the ocean of infinite possibility.  Those are the kinds of things I’ll delve into more deeply on this new website.  Wish me luck, and enjoy the ride!

Why Most Blogs Suck

As an avid reader of blogs some years ago, and with continued reading over these past 7 years or so, I’ve come to one stunning conclusion, and that is that most blogs suck.  Sorry, but I’m just telling the truth here.  Most people who write a blog are not fully committed (guilty as charged here), and so either their infrequent postings (also guilty), or lack of quality content (sometimes guilty, but not nearly as much as some of the other blogs I’ve stumbled across).  Sure, having a blog is challenging because it is kind of a “monkey on your back,” especially if you have some kind of following.  Most people give up, even if they have writing talent and have value to share, simply because of the demand on their time and the pressure to post.  The bigger the audience, the larger the pressure to keep posting those goldmine articles that people will give you great feedback on.

Most of my favorite blogs hctsave dried up considerably over the past 3 years or so.  Even blogging god Steve Pavlina has stopped blogging consistently.  Sometimes it takes over a month for him to post another entry, and many of his newer posts are simply plugs for products he’s bought or a reminder that the Ultimate You Mindfest started a few weeks ago (now since over).  So, needless to say, it is looking to me like blogging is starting to become less and less popular, and less and less impactful in the long run.  It’s a shame because while I haven’t achieved any kind of mainstream success with this blog, and I don’t post on a regular basis, I still have the drive to share ideas that give me value, and figure I might as well pay them forward to anyone who will read.

There are still a few blogs I do read, although some of them post maybe twice a month, while others post way too frequently (i.e. Zen Habits) for their posts to have any memorable impact.  It’s not that I don’t think Leo at Zen Habits is a bad writer or a lousy blogger, it’s just his posts are too short for one, and secondly, most of them are simply too superficial.  And now he has what he calls a Sea Change program, where for $10 a month, you can take part in an exclusive club where you get coached by experts about how to stick to your habits and goals, or something like that.  He writes e-books and such to generate income, but I can’t say I’ve ever felt inspired to buy any of them, simply because I know that it will most likely be a rehashing of all his old blog entries in a more digestible format.

One blog I’m still a big fan of is How to Save the World, written by Dave Pollard.  He’s been at it since 2002, and he has many insightful posts, along with visual graphics that explain his blog posts for those who are visual learners.  He puts a lot of time into most of his blog posts, and writes at a level that is unseen in 99% of the blogging world.  He is a deep thinker, and knows so much about what it means to be human, and how this pesky civilization has gotten us off track.  His posting frequency may also be down a bit, but the posts he does make are still fresh, impactful, and relevant.  He is still a voice of reason in an otherwise insane world.

Ran Prieur is also another blogger that still has promise, although is “blog” isn’t quite the same as other people’s.  He’s an anarcho-primitivist, or at least that’s where his beliefs align closest with.  He’s always got something interesting to say, or an interesting link to share, which shows that even after over 10 years, he is still passionate about his website and the sharing of what he considers valuable information.  People may find him a little strange, a little “out-there,” but he makes more sense and has a very articulate way of conveying his ideas, and it is a shame he doesn’t have a larger following.  But as he put it, “I like my small, smart audience.”  He accepts donations, and does not have a job, and I don’t think he’s had one for at least 10 years.  His most popular essay, How to Drop Out, has inspired so many people not to drop out completely, but to find themselves a low-stress job and how to live below their means to accumulate enough money to eventually retire early and spend time doing what you love, regardless of whether or not it makes you money.

Those are pretty much the only blogs I read nowadays, but that is simply because I don’t want to spend my time reading articles that don’t even merit the time it takes to read them, never mind comment on them.  They are just not worth my time, and even though some blogs can be entertaining for awhile (i.e. Violent Acres), they often fizzle out and become just a static website with a new post maybe once or twice a year.

Is blogging dead or is there still merit to being a blogger?  I think that for a select few, who provide value over time in a consistent manner, yes there is still value in what they do.  As for those who have neglected their blogs to the point of losing most of their audience, I’d say that for them it is more a problem of self-discipline or just a lack of inspiration that causes their blogs to die a sad and untimely death.

I’m still here, although not as much as I would like to be.  I’m going to try and post here more often and see what happens.  I realize that I do have readers who love what I write, and some that may disagree with me, but at least there are still some people reading these posts that I pour hours of my time into, and a few ounces of my effort.  And I enjoy it, because it is an outlet for my creative self-expression.  I’ll do my best to keep this blog afloat, because I believe in the message I have to give.