Prison Reform

May 17th, 2012

I’ve been thinking about becoming a writer, but it’s not the easiest thing in the world.  Especially when I’m operating on about 3.5 hours of sleep today.  It really doesn’t matter what happens in the long run.  Reality is an illusion, and when we die, we become a part of Source, so no matter what we do on this planet, we all end up in the same place.  There is no such thing as death, really.  It is simply you shedding your shell and moving onto a higher state of consciousness where your body is no longer necessary.  They say death is the number 2 fear among people.  Number one is public speaking.  I would have thought number one would be prison.  That is the most horrific place on this planet.  At least even that is an illusion.  I’ll say it right here.  I would rather die than ever spend any significant time in prison.  Because when you die, it is a transformation like no other, one that is as exhilterating as nothing you have ever experienced, while going to prison is as stressful and scarier than anything else on this side of life.  I feel bad for those who have been wrongly accused of a crime, and then wrongly convicted.  I even sometimes feel bad for those who were rightfully convicted, because prison isn’t going to help them at all.  It’s just a way for the people in power to live out their Bible revenge and punishment fantasies.  It doesn’t help those who are behind bars, so why do we keep building more prisons?

I believe that every human being deserves at least a second chance.  These people being locked up on stupid charges, like drug possession and tax evasion.  And they are put in with violent offenders, people who killed someone, people who raped someone, people who molested children.  How is that in any way, shape, or form rehabilitation?  And they’ve privatized the prisons now, so they are for-profit, giving law enforcement and the lawmakers to create more and more laws that can get you thrown into prison.  And the prisoners are used for slave labor, which is also a gross infringement on our constitutional rights, not that we have many of those left anyway.  People spend their lives in jail for one mistake they made, while others can freely get away with crimes that are so heinous that to even comprehend them would cause digestive discomfort.  But it is still all an illusion, a dream, etc.  Some aspects of it make it a nightmare.

African Americans have it the worst in this country.  They are proportionally incarcerated at such a higher rate than Caucasions that it is sickening.  Sure, they’ve been screwed by a system that considers them at the bottom of the totem pole, and because of this they are almost forced to turn to a life of crime to even make a living.  This isn’t true for all of them, but for the ones who live in the ghettos, what other alternative do they have?  Even though they sell (crack) rocks, it feels good putting money in their mailbox.  And then when they finally get caught doing that, they get 15 years in jail or more, sometimes life.  The drug war is only around because the government doesn’t want any competition.  They are the biggest drug-pushers in the world, and the CIA have been drug-runners for years.  That is almost their job description.  And you never see them locked up.  It’s always the poor black drug dealer you see serving 25 to life, not the CIA operative that runs 100 times the amount of drugs across the border.  It’s a rigged game and it is totally messed up.

The only people who should be locked away are those who harm other people intentionally, and they should not be placed in these dark cells where they rot for the rest of their lives.  What we need here is real rehabilitation.  All that money that is spent on the war could go towards rehabilitating prisoners, turning them into productive members of society.  But the government and those who control the government don’t want that.  They want control of us all.  What they really want is a country where 50% of us are in prisons and therefore they will have complete control over us.  We already lead the world in percentage of incarcerated people per capita by a wide, wide margin.  What does that say about America as a nation?

We need a serious reform of this entire law enforcement system, because once it becomes for profit, then it just becomes worse and worse for the citizens.  To take someone’s freedom away is one of the most damaging things you can do to them, and that truly is a fate worse than death.  We need to fix the system from the bottom up, because top down really isn’t working.  The government doesn’t care about us, and those who control the government don’t even care about the human race as a whole.  They want to enslave us,  using any means possible.  The important thing is not to give into it.

The most important thing you can do to combat the gross infraction on our human rights is to know your rights.  If you know your rights, you’ll have an advantage when it comes to knowing what law enforcement can and cannot do to you.  Most people fear authority figures, but that’s not serving anyone but those who are truly in power.  As long as you are not doing anything illegal, and as long as you know what your rights are, you can avoid being arrested and confined to a cell for however much time that the judge, jury, and police officers think is appropriate for the “crime” you have committed.  You’re not going to get the “rehabilitation” you need in jail or prison anyway, so I don’t even see the point of having them.  There is a better way to deal with these violent offenders, these people who can’t function in society without causing harm to others.  We are all human beings, and we are all connected, and if you don’t have compassion for those serving life sentences, then you truly don’t get that we are all one, and that we all feel similar emotions in similar circumstances.

If something doesn’t do any good for anyone, then it shouldn’t exist.  We need to create something better to deal with these people who are causing problems, but the whole idea of throwing them in a cage for a certain amount of time is not working.  All it is doing is putting a bunch of criminals together, and you can only imagine that when any of them get out, they just become better criminals.  And that just makes the problem worse.  We need a change badly in this area, and hopefully there is a leap of compassion to help these people overcome their past and become who they were truly meant to be.

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A Rampage of Relief

April 27th, 2012

A pretty long transcription from Abraham-Hicks, called A Rampage of Relief.  It’s a pretty powerful message, and it is one of thousands offered by Abraham, channeled through Esther Hicks.  It’s not that I’m into channeling, it’s that the specific messages from this “spirit” is just so true and makes perfect logical sense as well.  There are tons more on Youtube…:

“It feels good to recognize that I don’t have to figure it out right now and that I’m never going to figure it all out. I like doing things because I want to do them. I am gently leaving behind me feelings of responsibility and replacing them with enthusiastic enter twining. We are all here, especially me, for the satisfaction of it, for the thrill of it, for the good of it. I like the thought about not getting it done when I think about not having to get it done. And I like the thought that I cannot get it wrong when I don’t try to compare it with everything and figure out what is right and wrong. I never get it done and I cannot get it wrong. I really like that. I can’t get it done and I can’t get it wrong. If I can’t get it wrong, then I’m not here to figure out how to get it right, then I’m not here to get it right or wrong. It must just be for the good feeling of it, for the contentment of it, the well-being of it, the satisfaction of , etc. I’m here because I am a really worthy, really good person who isn’t ever going to get it done and isn’t being measured about how well I’m getting it done. I like this. This is a vacation of sorts, a freedom from responsibility, it is a freedom from needing to do something and in the absence of needing to do something, I’m wanting to do something. I like fun, and I like to play and I like smart people, and there is no curriculum that has been laid out for me. Whatever I choose is all right. I didn’t just begin when I began, I am an extension of something. Babies and children know their well-being. Here I am, fully functioning, and I feel free of needing to do stuff, free of needing to be responsible. I’ve had this little rampage within myself where I deliberately stayed away from shoulds and shouldn’t‘s, and I think I sort of found a place of natural well-being. And so I wonder how long I can stand in this place of natural well being and just feel good. It feels like a relief. Because just a little bit ago I was trying so hard just to figure things out that I got my brain twisted into a knot. I don’t have to do anything. I’m starting to feel the tiniest bit of boredom because I’ve let a lot of what has driven me be deliberately deconstructed. Now I don’t know what to do because there isn’t anything that I’m supposed to do, anything I should do, no hoops to jump through. And there is no one noticing whether or not I am jumping through the hoops anyway except other who have completely lost their way…I got so tired about jumping through the hoops that no longer jumping through the hoops is pleasing in some ways because I don’t quite know what to do with myself because there is nothing that I am supposed to do and nothing that I should, so I wonder if I’m here to find things that I want to do. I like the idea of that, finding something that I want to do. What do I like doing? I like… I like…not being in a hurry. I like funny people. I like seeing new things. I like having lots to choose from. I like being on a planet where there is a lot of variety. I like humanity. I like the flora and fauna/sea of this planet. I love beautiful islands….I like the way the land and sea mix together…I like the sky, I like the way the sun goes up in the morning…I like the well-being of this planet, I like the way this planet spins in perfect orbit and perfect proximity to other planets…I like being a part of all of this I like knowing that there is so much about that well-being that I don’t have to tend to…I like discovering my part, and that my part must surely be in the interest that calls me. I like knowing that there are interesting things out there. I like being interested and then following that interest. I like speculating that maybe I could really live a complete life of letting go of the shoulds and the half to’s and the need to s and the commitments and just following the want to’s and the what feels good. I feel that that’s the way my inner being is. My inner being refuses to focus on things of responsibility, my inner being won’t go there with me, I can feel that my inner being stays in a very general place. It’s like my inner being has deconstructed thought and put a blanket of well-being over everything. My inner being doesn’t have to consider the rightness or the wrongness of the way that person looks or talks or dresses or lives, My inner being loves them, loves them, loves them, loves them. My inner being has found a way of deconstructing the details of thought and finding the essence of who my inner being is and drape that feeling of well-being over everything. I think I might like to do that. I think I might like to be in this general place of well-being where I am less opinionated, less comparing of opinions and more feeling. I’m going to enjoy this sort of deconstructing of thought, I’m going to use fewer words and offer more emotion. I’m going to look at the people I love and say to them what I mean through thought and emotion and through silence and body language and touch, and through smile, and so much through words…”

I’m going to try and keep listening to a couple of these every day and gain new insights.  Some of these are really amazing, well most of them are.  Enjoy…

Green Smoothies Every Day for Life

April 19th, 2012

I’ve installed this daily habit for at least 2.5 months now, and the results have been really good.  I’ve gone through so much baby spinach that it is insane.  I’ve gone through tons of bananas and frozen berries as well.  Over the past 2.5 months, I’ve felt better for the most part, and haven’t had one stomach problem to speak of.  My digestion is amazing, and I am more than regular regarding waste elimination.  This is one of the best things you can do for your body, and today is the day to start.  All it takes is 1-2 bananas, a couple of huge handfuls of spinach, then add 1/2 a cup of frozen mixed berries, then 1 cup water and blend on high for 30-60 seconds.  You can use it as a meal replacement, or simply as a snack.  The amount of nutrition in just one smoothie is probably more than most people get all day.

You can add whatever fruits/vegetables you want, but be sure to include some dark, leafy green in all of them.  Also, bananas help the consistency of the smoothie so that it doesn’t get too watery.  Add at least one of those to every smoothie.  Other than that, you can add any fruits or veggies that you want and it will most likely taste good.  This is a very easy and convenient way to get your fruits and vegetables without spending all this time preparing them.  And your body will thank you for having unprocessed and nutritious food circulating throughout you.  It is yet another tool for you to obtain optimal health.  It goes well as a breakfast replacement as well.  What better way to start your day than a cup full of real food, blended and already digested, to save your energy for starting the day on top?

Fruits and vegetables don’t get much press, because the government doesn’t spend too much money marketing them.  But they are the true life force that keeps your body in optimal condition.  I’ve committed to drinking one green smoothie a day for as long as possible, hopefully for life.  If you also make this commitment, you’ll unlock vibrant health and vitality that you never knew existed in the first place.  So, come and join the green smoothie challenge, as it is so worth it.  Just remember to be heavy on the greens, as they give you so many benefits…

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Escapism

March 16th, 2012

I’ve been having trouble writing in here as of late, in this blog, on this website.  I used to write tons of material, with all sorts of themes and whatnot.  I guess life has a way of switching up priorities in a way that leaves this blog mostly dormant for the past 2.5 years.  Sure, I’ll post once or twice a month from time to time, but it is still evident that this blog is not what it once was.  The only thing I can really attribute this to would be myself working the night shift for a little over 2.5 years.  I haven’t exactly always been in the mood to write, and I’m sleeping all day, with very little alone time at night, when I would most likely be able to pull up this site and write something on it.  I’ve been consumed with watching The X-Files, to which I’ve just cracked into the seventh season, which is an average of 2 episodes a day.  Sadly enough, I watched 6 yesterday.  6 full episodes, a new high.  I guess you could say I’m addicted to it.  That is yet another time drain, and to be honest there is nothing I can do about it until I am done watching every episode.

Perhaps that is part of the problem.  Addiction is something that is defined as the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, such as narcotics (or TV shows), to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.  Now I won’t go that far and say that if I were to stop watching The X Files it would cause severe trauma, but I believe addictions are mostly about the escape than anything else.  Escapism is very addictive, in many of its forms.  Maybe that’s part of the reason I work the night shift.  I’m trying to escape days and live my life in the wee hours of the night.  I’m living on a different timetable than 99% of people.  I’m living in the world of the nocturnal animals.  I am not really part of the waking world, nor do I feel like it.  I’ve managed to escape most normal days.

But I’m no vampire, although I certainly behave like one.  At least when it comes to sleep schedules.  I’ve managed to make night shift work pretty well throughout these past 2.5 years, and I am a model employee.  I do what needs to be done.  I’ve managed to save around $21,000, which is nothing to sneeze at.  My life isn’t bad by any stretch.  I’d give it about a 7 out of 10, maybe a little better.  I truly enjoy my job most of the time.  I enjoy the people I work with for the most part.  Life is better by leaps and bounds than it was before I got this job.  I just haven’t been able to blog nearly as much.  Maybe I gave up on this blog subconsciously when it didn’t get the traffic I was hoping for.  My Alexa rating is pathetic.  It is truly pathetic.  And it’s getting worse by the day.  I’m not even in the top 10 million anymore.  Isn’t that great?

I’m having trouble concentrating because whoever it is that mows the lawn is being really loud and distorting my concentration.  Call it a side effect of having brain cancer.  I just can’t focus if there are any loud noises around me.  There’s always something that prevents me from doing what it is that I want to do.  Now I’ve lost all focus on what I was writing about.  The train of thought is gone.  I feel like I’ve lost something here, and I’ve got to fight to get it back.  I know I’ll probably never have a “normal” life, as evidenced by 10 years of on and off problems and the extending number of triggers that exacerbate my condition.  It is what it is, and all attempts to change it have failed thus far.  I’ll never be able to exercise, I’ll never be able to lift heavy objects, I won’t be able to drive for long periods of time, and I won’t be able to actually read books ever again.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to make a career out of stand-up comedy because I couldn’t handle the traveling, and the driving, and the flying (which for some reason to do with pressure makes my head hurt really bad for days on end).  I’ve had to give up a lot of my dreams because of this condition of mine, and every time I fight through the resistance, I get worse.  So, it’s not like I have a choice in the matter.  With all of my limitations, it’s almost like I am stuck where I am right now, working at CVS on the night shift, and pretty much recovering on my days off.  A life that no one would write home about, but probably one of the best possible lives I can live in the condition I am in.  I just don’t want to get worse again.

Habit and routine make my life possible.  That is about the extent of it.  I’m like a robot on autopilot sometimes, just doing what I’ve previously programmed myself to do.  This is my life, and it’s not all roses, and it is sometimes warranting escapism.  And at least my escapism isn’t hard drugs or alcohol, but simple, mindless entertainment.  I know better than that.  I’d rather not do more harm to my brain than has already been done through cancer and 3 surgeries.  Anyway, have a nice day.

Green Smoothie Challenge

February 23rd, 2012

For the last 3 weeks or more (not sure exactly how long), I’ve been drinking green smoothies every day, without missing a day.  The reason for doing this is that I want to experience peak health and see if these green smoothies are going to get me that much closer to where it is I want to be.  I’ve noticed a marked increase in energy and I am barely experiencing any burnout at all from working night shift.  Here is the basic recipe:

  • 1-2 bananas
  • 1-3 handfuls baby spinach/other greens
  • desired amount of berries, pineapple, or any other fruits
  • 1 cup water

Blend for 1-2 minutes on high and you’ll have a tasty and nutritious smoothie that you can use as a meal replacement or just a healthy snack  other than chips or other processed foods.  Most likely, you won’t even taste the greens, unless you are using very strong tasting greens, like kale or even collard/mustard greens.  I try and keep it simple, using either baby spinach or some other kind of dark green, like romaine lettuce or green leaf lettuce.  The bananas are essential for the most part, as it will give the smoothie sweetness and also help the texture of the smoothie so that it’s not too watery.  You can also add frozen fruit, although too much may make the smoothie too cold to drink in an efficient fashion without getting a head freeze.

I invite all of you to try green smoothies every day for a month and see if it makes any changes to your health.  It’s dirt simple to make, and is so tasty and good for you.  Why not give it a try?  It sure will be better than any other meal you could possibly have, so give it a shot.