Why Most Blogs Suck

As an avid reader of blogs some years ago, and with continued reading over these past 7 years or so, I’ve come to one stunning conclusion, and that is that most blogs suck.  Sorry, but I’m just telling the truth here.  Most people who write a blog are not fully committed (guilty as charged here), and so either their infrequent postings (also guilty), or lack of quality content (sometimes guilty, but not nearly as much as some of the other blogs I’ve stumbled across).  Sure, having a blog is challenging because it is kind of a “monkey on your back,” especially if you have some kind of following.  Most people give up, even if they have writing talent and have value to share, simply because of the demand on their time and the pressure to post.  The bigger the audience, the larger the pressure to keep posting those goldmine articles that people will give you great feedback on.

Most of my favorite blogs hctsave dried up considerably over the past 3 years or so.  Even blogging god Steve Pavlina has stopped blogging consistently.  Sometimes it takes over a month for him to post another entry, and many of his newer posts are simply plugs for products he’s bought or a reminder that the Ultimate You Mindfest started a few weeks ago (now since over).  So, needless to say, it is looking to me like blogging is starting to become less and less popular, and less and less impactful in the long run.  It’s a shame because while I haven’t achieved any kind of mainstream success with this blog, and I don’t post on a regular basis, I still have the drive to share ideas that give me value, and figure I might as well pay them forward to anyone who will read.

There are still a few blogs I do read, although some of them post maybe twice a month, while others post way too frequently (i.e. Zen Habits) for their posts to have any memorable impact.  It’s not that I don’t think Leo at Zen Habits is a bad writer or a lousy blogger, it’s just his posts are too short for one, and secondly, most of them are simply too superficial.  And now he has what he calls a Sea Change program, where for $10 a month, you can take part in an exclusive club where you get coached by experts about how to stick to your habits and goals, or something like that.  He writes e-books and such to generate income, but I can’t say I’ve ever felt inspired to buy any of them, simply because I know that it will most likely be a rehashing of all his old blog entries in a more digestible format.

One blog I’m still a big fan of is How to Save the World, written by Dave Pollard.  He’s been at it since 2002, and he has many insightful posts, along with visual graphics that explain his blog posts for those who are visual learners.  He puts a lot of time into most of his blog posts, and writes at a level that is unseen in 99% of the blogging world.  He is a deep thinker, and knows so much about what it means to be human, and how this pesky civilization has gotten us off track.  His posting frequency may also be down a bit, but the posts he does make are still fresh, impactful, and relevant.  He is still a voice of reason in an otherwise insane world.

Ran Prieur is also another blogger that still has promise, although is “blog” isn’t quite the same as other people’s.  He’s an anarcho-primitivist, or at least that’s where his beliefs align closest with.  He’s always got something interesting to say, or an interesting link to share, which shows that even after over 10 years, he is still passionate about his website and the sharing of what he considers valuable information.  People may find him a little strange, a little “out-there,” but he makes more sense and has a very articulate way of conveying his ideas, and it is a shame he doesn’t have a larger following.  But as he put it, “I like my small, smart audience.”  He accepts donations, and does not have a job, and I don’t think he’s had one for at least 10 years.  His most popular essay, How to Drop Out, has inspired so many people not to drop out completely, but to find themselves a low-stress job and how to live below their means to accumulate enough money to eventually retire early and spend time doing what you love, regardless of whether or not it makes you money.

Those are pretty much the only blogs I read nowadays, but that is simply because I don’t want to spend my time reading articles that don’t even merit the time it takes to read them, never mind comment on them.  They are just not worth my time, and even though some blogs can be entertaining for awhile (i.e. Violent Acres), they often fizzle out and become just a static website with a new post maybe once or twice a year.

Is blogging dead or is there still merit to being a blogger?  I think that for a select few, who provide value over time in a consistent manner, yes there is still value in what they do.  As for those who have neglected their blogs to the point of losing most of their audience, I’d say that for them it is more a problem of self-discipline or just a lack of inspiration that causes their blogs to die a sad and untimely death.

I’m still here, although not as much as I would like to be.  I’m going to try and post here more often and see what happens.  I realize that I do have readers who love what I write, and some that may disagree with me, but at least there are still some people reading these posts that I pour hours of my time into, and a few ounces of my effort.  And I enjoy it, because it is an outlet for my creative self-expression.  I’ll do my best to keep this blog afloat, because I believe in the message I have to give.

It’s Been Awhile…

When I first started this blog/website way back in 2006, my intentions for it were for it to be some sort of online business.  Seven years later and I have not earned a red cent from this blog.  As a matter of fact, I haven’t really tried that hard, but that’s mostly due to my various medical conditions stemming initially from a brain tumor I had about 10 years ago.  I get bad eye strain from typing for too long, and writing 1000+ word blog entries just didn’t seem appealing at times, and I didn’t really have anything valuable to share, at least nothing original.  But then again, there are hardly any original ideas out there anymore.  Everyone is a collection of everyone else’s ideas and thoughts.  I’ve heard from someone that most people go through their entire lives without having an original thought.  Isn’t that pathetic?

For the past six months or so, on and off, I’ve been going through Steve Pavlina‘s archives.  I started way back in 2004, and now I’m somewhere in the late 2008 phase of his blog.  That man is a true legend in the blogosphere and in the personal development field.  For me, he’s the person who started me on the right path after I was expelled from college for doing things that I would describe as bullying and passive-aggressive behaviors.

Now I’ve got a job that pays decent enough, I’ve saved over $26,000 in the past 4 years, and I can genuinely say that I’m happy where I am in most aspects of my life.  Sure, I may work the graveyard shift, and I may not always feel my best, but I definitely feel my life is far more under control than it has ever been before.  I enjoy the one person I work with each night, and there have been many that I have worked with.  I’ve accepted my disabilities and my limitations, and people who know what I have been through consider me a miracle, an inspiration to others not to give up.

For those of you who do not know, I had a pineal gland malignant germinoma, which resulted in me going through a very traumatic brain surgery, where the surgeon actually separated the two halves of my brain in order to pull out a piece of my tumor to see what kind it was.  It was a 9-hour affair.  I’m just glad I was out for all of it.  They took the back of my skull off my head and went all the way into the center of my brain to pull out what I believe was a few pieces of my tumor.  I certainly wouldn’t recommend it if you don’t have to go through it.

After that ordeal, I had 30 days of radiation treatment, 15 days which were whole brain radiation, and the second 15 that were targeted radiation treatment to specifically melt the rest of my tumor.  I was 16 years old when I had the surgery, and 17 when I had my radiation.  It was one of the hardest challenges of my life, and it has affected me in oh so many ways, both positive and negative.  Sure, I might not have a college degree or a high-paying job, but I can say for anyone who is going through a similar experience that I never, ever gave up.

I am in no way perfect, but that’s not the point, now is it?  I’ve simply done the best I can with the cards I was dealt.  At least I have a supportive family who will stand behind me.  And I’ve got tons of interests in various things, including the nature of reality, reading (audiobooks mostly), writing from time to time, music, comedy, David Icke’s material, healthful eating, meditation (to the degree I can focus my mind), raising my level of consciousness, personal development, and others I can’t really think of right now.

Mama always said that God only gives people the things they can handle.  I guess God thought I could handle brain cancer.  I’ve only met one other person who has ever had a tumor in a similar part of the brain, and he had a far worse cancer than I did.  My type of cancer and its location were one in a million.  And I was born with it, and it slowly grew up until I was about 16, and that’s when it started pinching off a ventricle in my brain, causing headaches you can’t even imagine.  It’s been a long journey getting back to where I feel like I found a job I can do and have been doing for close to 4 years now.  As for making money from this blog, it’s not a pressing issue, although the extra income would be nice.  I’ll have to give that some consideration in the near future.

Peace out, world.

Mass Shooting in CT Thoughts

My heart goes out to all the families who lost children, parents, and family members in the CT tragedy.  It seems as if there have been way too many of these this year.  It always seems like the people who commit these crimes were either mentally ill, or otherwise normal people who had their mind corrupted in some way, either by some kind of drug(s), or through some kind of mind control.  Those in the shadows who pull the strings have no empathy, and have no emotional consequences for their actions.  It’s all about manipulating the population through fear.  It’s just so sad that children are often casualties in this mind manipulation.  9/11 took so many freedoms away, and now all these mass shootings threaten to take more away, and the people will acquiesce to it, simply due to fear of the unknown.  But nothing can give those children’s lives back, and that’s the saddest part of it all.  I’m not saying this guy was mind controlled, but most mass shooters were in one way or another.  Here’s a story of one such instance of mind control that led to a man committing countless assassinations:

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_superman.htm

If this is possible, why not this mass shooter?  It just seems odd he’d kill people at an elementary school years after he had gone there, and just do it in such a robotic fashion, with no emotion whatsoever.  And, of course, he took his own life, so we’ll never have any answers…  That kind of reminds me of when those Navy Seals killed “Osama Bin Laden,” then burned his body at sea, under “Muslim tradition.”  What a load of crap.

The whole goal of these mass shootings is to put us in such a state of fear that we simply willingly give up our freedoms in the name of security.  If people knew that death was only an illusion, and that we become pure consciousness at death, then it would be impossible to scare us in any way possible.  If everyone knew that we are fundamentally safe no matter what, and that even death is not the end, but a new beginning, there would be no fear of it.  We’re all going to die eventually, and it could happen any time, any way, and if people don’t make peace with that fact, then the world will be ruled by fear and the control system.

Another sad day in America, but don’t let fear get the best of you.  Don’t act reactively, but proactively.

New Laptop and Consumerism

Just a couple of days ago, I received my new laptop in the mail.  It has Windows 8, a very nice and bright clear screen, and should last me at least until 2016, God willing.  It was a steal at just over $400, and is working much faster and better than my old laptop.  The reason I bought a new one was because my old laptop was having performance issues, especially related to videos and the hardware heating up to ridiculous levels.  It’s about the same thing that happened to my other laptop about 3.5 years ago.  It seems that laptops have a finite lifespan, especially how they are made today.  In this consumerist, throw-away society, instead of fixing anything, it is often cheaper and less of a hassle to buy new.

But we can only take so much from the Earth before the Earth starts screaming at us to stop. We are the Takers of the world, destroying natural ecosystems all in the name of progress.  It’s a shame, but most of the world, especially the first world, thinks like this.  We extract resources from third world countries by lending them money that they could never pay back, then using their land and their people as collateral.  So, now Africa is becoming a desolate wasteland with millions starving simply because the food growing there is headed to a first world country.

Sure, I could beat myself up about buying things I don’t necessarily need, but I do that so little that it is almost a non-issue for me.  This laptop is the first major purchase I’ve made in almost 4 years, so it’s not like I’m accumulating a ridiculous amount of knick-knacks that nobody should ever buy because they are most likely made by either Chinese or Taiwanese children.  Children who are never given a chance to succeed or follow their passions because they spend 16 hour days working in a toy or knick-knack factories.  China makes so many of our useless goods, our excess stuff that we don’t even really appreciate anyway.  So why do we own all this junk?

For the most part, the impulse to buy is an emotional one.  Many people rampantly consume to fill a void in their life and to get their emotional needs partially met.  It also makes them feel secure.  And the market simply pumps more products out than anyone could ever want, but they just keep on plugging because they know that everyone seems to want the newest thing.  I’ve seen this happen with the iPhone and iPad’s.  First, the iPhone came out, and everyone had to get one, then the iPhone 2 came out, and everyone had to get one.  Now I believe it’s up to 5.  First the iPad, now the iPad 2.  It’s the corporate mindset that they have to extract as much value from our natural resources in order to satisfy emotionally damaged people who don’t feel complete without a collection of unnecessary gadgets.

Most of these things are made in China, who pretty much owns the United States from a debt standpoint.  They have made so much crap for us, because they will work for less money than us.  It truly is a sad state of affairs because so many people in this country are looking for jobs, can’t find a job, or have simply given up looking for a job.  We import far more than we export, and that’s never a good sign for any country, never mind the United States of America.

Most Americans have no idea what is going on, and how this kind of consumption can only go on for so long before we totally run out of resources on this planet.  Pretty soon, we’ll have to start going to Mars just to get resources to build more fucking iPhone’s!  We might even build a few factories over there, so that when the spaceship arrives to Earth, there will already be fully-assembled iPad’s and iPad 2′s.  And don’t think we’ll stop there.  Once we get the technology, we will extract resources from whole solar systems just to keep satisfying customer demands for a cell phone that can make pancakes for you.  And all the landfills will be full of perfectly usable products, but things that would be considered “obsolete” by 99.9% of the world’s population.

Also, nothing is built to last anymore.  Except maybe Duralast. ;)  Most of anything we buy breaks down within a few years, needing replacement.  This cycle has to end sometime.  Otherwise, we might even have disposable houses that only last 5 years, and then need to be replaced with a new one from scratch.  And the resources dwindle while the landfills comprise half of the country at that point.  It truly has to stop soon, or we will have nothing left.

We can only take so much from the Earth before the Earth has nothing left to give.  It is the honest truth.  And even though people continue to consume with reckless abandon, they know in their bones that a crash is coming.  Either that or the Age of Enlightenment, which would be a much better situation.  This is where we realize collectively what is going on, and we choose to be stewards of the Earth instead of exploiters and extractors.  We live as one with nature and our home planet.  We will realize just how meaningless the rat race is, and how pointless more than half of our possessions are.  It was all done to fill a void, this rampant buying, and now look what it’s turned into.  It could very well destroy the world and humanity as a whole, but let’s just hope it doesn’t get that far.  There’s not much time left to stop this unbelievable consumerism, but if we reach another level of consciousness as a whole before a total crash of civilization, there may still be hope for us.  Let us pray that is happens.

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The Great Awakening

I can’t remember the last time I posted on this blog.  It was in August, nearly 2 months ago. I would like to talk more about the holographic universe and how the whole world is an illusion created by our minds, much like The Matrix, only our controllers are not machines, but inter-dimensional entities. And they use the moon to firewall off parts of our reality so that we only see what they want us to see. Fluoride in the water is yet another tool of control. It calcifies the pineal gland, or what is often referred to as the “third eye.” It also causes a wide variety of other health problems, such as dental and skeletal fluorosis. That is the exact gland where my brain tumor was. I’m wondering how damaged that gland really is after having a tumor on it, then having it operated on, and then having it radiated for 30 days in 2003.

I’ve heard in so many different sources that the world is not “real.” That the universe is a hologram. That all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There’s no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we’re the imagination of ourselves. It’s one thing to get it on an intellectual level, but to truly live it proves to be much more challenging. Everything around you keeps trying to pull you back to the five-sense world. I would have to assume that this is by design. If we truly realized that who we are is infinite possibility, and pure, undiluted love energy, not to mention the fact that we are all one, what would that do to society as we now know it? It would surely fuck up the economy. But it would also open us to all possibility, where anything and everything would be possible for us. There would be no boundary between self and other. It would be what Steve Pavlina called Oneness World in his book Personal Development for Smart People.

David Icke talked about something he referred to as truth vibrations as early as 1991, where everything that has been hidden will be brought to the surface, and that this change would be happening gradually for the next few decades, and that the control system and inter-dimensionals would do anything in its power to suppress these truth vibrations, to suppress the human race ever truly knowing its true nature. That’s what all these toxins are trying to do, as are the genetically modified foods. Not to mention the manipulation of the Earth’s energy field through so many different means, one of them being HAARP, and many other stations like that which bounce radio waves into the ionosphere that have the same frequency as human brain waves. Chemtrails are yet another tool of manipulation. Scientists who have tested the composition of these chemtrails have found they contain barium, laboratory created RNA, aluminum oxide, ethylene dibromide, and other very toxic and genetically manipulative chemicals.

This is a desperate attempt by the control system to try and stop the truth vibrations from coming to light. They are going to throw everything at us, including the kitchen sink, in order to suppress us knowing the true nature of our being. The control system is run by entities that operate outside of visible light, and use certain humans (those bloodlines these entities genetically manipulated thousands of years ago to resonate on their frequency) to carry out their agenda. One key element among these hybrid humans is that they have a complete lack of empathy. They do things that are so horrific without any emotional consequences. 3000 dead on 9/11? No big deal. Pepper bombing Baghdad and killing thousands (probably millions) of innocent civilians? Who cares? And you can’t say, “Oh, they would never do that.” No, YOU would never do that. There is a clear difference between these people and the general population, and they often find themselves in positions of power. As a matter of fact, you’d be hard-pressed to find one world leader that doesn’t have this insidious genetic code.

Most of these people are Satanists, who still to this day conduct ritual human sacrifice, often sacrificing children to the “gods,” which are these inter-dimensional entities. Some of them are considered to be Reptillians, while others manifest in other nonhuman forms. They use the moon as some sort of satellite dish to broadcast their instructions to these people, who in turn are possessed by these entities. Most of these people belong to many secret societies, where the things that go on there are so grotesque and so horrific that most people wouldn’t even believe it. As Hitler said, “If you want people to believe a lie, make the truth unbelievable.” These entities are feeding off of our energy, especially our low vibrational energy. And the fear energy of children is what they are after most, because it is more pure and undiluted.

This, in some ways, explains the rampant pedophilia in the high ranking officials of this world. And the sacrificing of “young virgins,” code for children, has been done since the beginning of civilization. Sacrificing them to the “gods,” or who they believed were the “gods” at the time. These entities are not gods, but an evil, controlling force who are so afraid of being detected that they have to work through a small handful of humans, instead of doing the job themselves. There are so few of them compared to the human population that there is no way they could control us overtly. So they use covert means to manipulate us and our reality to try and bind us in low vibrational states to allow them to keep feeding off of us, much like the energy vampires that they are.

But this won’t be happening for much longer. As hard as they try to control and manipulate us, there will come a time when humanity reaches a tipping point and the control system will falter. Once enough of humanity wakes up to its true nature, which is that we are infinite consciousness having an experience and that nothing can ever destroy us, as we are infinite unconditional love energy having a temporary experience. Once humanity has enough people being in this world, but not of it, the control system will have no fear energy to feed off of, and humanity will once again reach its golden age. These entities cannot feed off of love energy, because they themselves are so mired in fear and insecurity that they are no match for humanity in full knowledge of who they are at the most fundamental level. They will be no match for a fully awakened humanity, and that is what the truth vibrations are going to help us get to.

It is only a matter of time before this great change takes place, but before that happens, it will seem like the control system is winning, when in fact it is acting out of the most pathetic desperation. These entities have every idea what a fully awakened humanity is capable of achieving, but what they don’t know is that our awakening is inevitable, and no matter what they throw at the holographic universe in the so-called physical play-out world, they can never harm the core of our being, which will manifest itself in all its glory in the very near future. Certainly a lot to ponder…