I just want out from this kind of life. I feel like a slave to my job, my body, and society at large. I just wish there were millions more like myself so that we could start a fucking revolution. But alas, people are too consumed with survival to have time to start a revolution. They are too busy being dumbed down by media and reality shows. They are kept in a state of fear where they can easily be manipulated. It’s all just a ride, a dream, but the creators of this dream want us to stay asleep at any cost. But we are slowly waking up. And there is nothing that will stop us from realizing our true nature. It may take time, but it is all illusory anyway. No matter what happens, we are infinitely loved and nothing can change that. In fact, infinite love is the only truth, everything else is an illusion. We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. Life is a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves. It’s all made up, especially things like the economy and religion.
I think Christ is rolling around on his cross right now seeing what the people have turned Christianity into. A bunch of hate-filled, conversion-happy zealots fighting to “save” everyone to think exactly the way they do. Well, I’ve done my own spiritual seeking, thank you very much, and none of the religions seem entirely true to me. Maybe at their base level, like when Christ was actually on this Earth, and he was speaking his truth about the nature of reality, maybe that was when it was true, but now it is simply one big cash cow. Imagine that! Christ, who lived a simple life, who shunned getting rich and ruling over others, who explained that we are indeed all the same consciousness, that we are all one, is now the reason for a billion dollar tax-free industry. And they’ve dumbed down his message to the point that it isn’t even relevant anymore.
But why do I feel this way about reality? That we are all one consciousness and that there is no such thing as death and the the end of all suffering to to understand that infinite love is the only truth and that no matter what happens, nothing can truly harm us? Where did all of that come from? I’m a big believer in if something keeps appearing in your reality that it has a ring of truth to it. If things keep coming up in your little world, then it most likely is trying to get your attention. So many synchronicities have led me to this conclusion and the best part is that once I can hold this perspective all the time, I will have transcended all fear. What a valuable pursuit! I think I may have discovered a life purpose here! I can work to wake people up to the true nature of reality while at the same time wake myself up as well. It may be a very deep rabbit hole to go down, but it will be worth it and it is even worth it now, because the journey is just as important as the destination. Learning and uncovering new truths on my way to realizing universal consciousness seems like a very rewarding path and so far it has kept my interest. This is my new pursuit.
It doesn’t matter how long it takes. It could even take many lifetimes, but I figure, why not get started now? Better to serve humanity and the universe at large than to die with my music still inside me. Better to express a great truth to the world than keep it all to myself. I know many others are also doing this, but we are all the same, all one, so it’s just aspects of our great self coming out. Wish us all luck, although the transformation is inevitable. I can feel it.