Purging and Philosophical Musings

Ever since the New Year, I’ve been really getting rid of all the junk around my living area.  It took me about 3 or 4 days, but I’m finally done.  I emptied drawers, emptied boxes, and threw out about 4-5 bags of trash (one giant one and a bunch of normal-sized ones).  I spent an entire day today shredding credit card applications and old bank statements.  It took me over 3 hours to accomplish this due to the shredder repeatedly overheating.  I have to say that the whole experience was extremely time-consuming, but at the same time very liberating.  I moved all my furniture and vacuumed in back or under all of them.  I threw out so many things that I’ll never use again and were most likely no use to anyone else.  I guess I do this every few years to get rid of all the junk I accumulate over that time span.  I really got into it this time, though.

I really feel that it is something everyone should do at some point, just to get some relief from their clutter.  Visual clutter can be mentally distracting and also stressful for some.  The only place that is still a bit cluttered is my desk, which has my laptop and all my vitamins on it.  When you take as many vitamins as I do, there’s always a problem of where to store them all.  I’m kind of exhausted from doing all of this the past few days, so I might not be as coherent as I usually am.  I know it’s been awhile since I posted here, but it’s been mostly a problem of motivation.  That and what do I have to say that hasn’t already been said?

I guess the most profound thing I can say about going through years of old items and documents is it really forces you to face yourself.  My past was all over this room and there were some things I’d rather not have to remind me of what has happened.  There are other things, however, that I found which represent great memories and experiences, like when I got to meet Jerry Seinfeld through Make A Wish Foundation.  I feel like once I shredded or threw out the not-so-rosy things that I had accumulated, it was sort of a release of those experiences.  Getting fired from two jobs, my whole Winthrop experience, and a few other negative memories were wiped away from my psyche by getting rid of those items.  I don’t want to go into great detail about the sort of things that I helped create for myself in the past.  As Steven Wright once said, “If at first you don’t succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried at all.” ;)

What I truly did was remove all the negativity from my living area.  Now it’s all things I can look at and feel good about, rather than be ashamed or disgusted by.  I had been in a real funk for awhile there and now I finally feel that I’m coming out of it.  This is probably the most motivated I’ve been since I worked for CVS.  It must have something to do with the New Year.  I guess what I’ve realized is that the sensory stimuli I provide to myself is very important.  Surround yourself with things that make you feel good, not with reminders of what make you feel bad.  I remember a time when I was highly motivated and was actually happy.  If I could take one thing back, it would be to not have done what I did to lose my job at CVS.  It was stupid, it was naive, it was just plain lunacy.  Four-and-a-half years on the night shift probably clouded my judgment and it led me to doing sketchy things with coupons that totally destroyed my livelihood.

That was nearly 1.5 years ago and I still couldn’t seem to shake the feeling of anguish that I caused for myself.  This purging cycle has helped get me through it.  I’ve messed up so many times in this life since my brain cancer in 2002.  I’ve never been able to think clearly ever since my 8.5 hour surgery to get that tumor off my pineal gland.  I have severe eye problems with movement and headaches.  I cannot exercise, for raising my heart rate causes my head to throb with excruciating pain.  It’s been a very hard 12.5 years and all I can say is that I’ve done the best I could.  It’s not easy being me and sometimes it hurts to know all that I’ve missed because of my condition.  I’ve just never felt the same and it’s so hard never being able to be your true self.  I’ve been working through these complex emotions by getting off my ass and purging these past few days.

It really did feel great to re-organize everything that I chose to keep into easy-to-remember places.  Now if I need this or that, there’s no digging through boxes of junk.  It’s exactly where I want it to be.  Everything felt so great after today’s final purge until I went to drive my car.  There was a very powerful smell coming from somewhere under the hood and it nearly made me sick.  What it did do is give me one of the worst headaches I have ever had.  I’m still recovering from it.  Tomorrow I’m going to have to get my car towed to Sears and find out what the hell is wrong with my car.  No dashboard lights are on, so I’m guessing it could be anything.  It’s things like these that really fuck me up.  For some reason, I always think the worst when it comes to my car.  I’m not sure what they are going to say, but it’s not like I have a lot of options here.  I can’t really buy another car right now.  Life sometimes just likes to reverse your momentum.

Sometimes I can feel my mind slipping into the abyss, not knowing where it will take me.  I just don’t fit in anywhere.  All these people on their cell phones all the time, with attention spans the size of milliseconds.  Most of the time when I speak to people, they aren’t completely listening.  Everyone is overstimulated and distracted with the newest technologies.  I’ve never been like that.  I’ve always been on for deep conversations and exploring the nature of reality, but there are so few people who aren’t so caught up in their own lives that it’s almost impossible to find people like me.  I guess that’s why I prefer solitude to being around people.  Most of them aren’t even informed about anything but their favorite sports teams and whatever the mainstream media says is true.  You can’t bring up things like “Sandy Hook massacre might have been faked,” or “the Oklahoma City Bombing was an inside job just like 9/11.”  You can’t talk about how the people in the shadows pull the strings and cause massive suffering at the hands of us, the public.  You can’t talk about manufactured wars, problem-reaction-solution, or the totalitarian tiptoe.  It’s frustrating.

As Ran Prieur once pointed out in one of his zines, it seems like “most people are just going through the motions waiting to die.”  They are no longer critical thinkers, explorers, nor inquisitive.  They are exactly what the elite want them to be: bought off by shiny toys and distractions while the top 0.1% make off with all the money and power.  There is so much going on in this world, in this reality, that we cannot even perceive.  For people to talk about “facts” and “what is” is one of the biggest errors you can make.  To assume that just because some authority says that something is a fact doesn’t make it so.  This whole fucking reality is an illusion, a dream anyway.  So, to assume that anything exists beyond this present experience is a giant leap of faith.  Even what you are perceiving in this current moment is simply neurons firing in your brain.

But nobody ever wants to ask big questions.  People always ask small questions, so they get small answers.  “What time is the game on?” or “Who are you going to vote for?”  It’s hardly ever, “What are we?  Why are we?  Who are we?  What is this reality and where did it originate from?”  I’m so sick of small talk, pretending to give a shit about things that don’t affect my life, and people who watch too much news and repeat it as gospel.  Don’t they realize that 5 corporations own all the television stations?  Don’t they know that there will never be a negative news story about GE because they own the most?  Don’t they realize that most TV and movies are propaganda and subliminal messages that are programming us for the New World Order?  Something like the Hunger Games, a movie where there is a super-rich population and everyone else (99.9%) is super-poor and have to serve the elite is simply a blueprint to where this planet is headed.  I guess what I’m trying to do here is illuminate the collective unconscious.  It’s supposed to be conscious.  It’s just a shame that most people would rather be ignorant of what is going on than truly face not only themselves, but the world that we truly live in.

Anyway, my neck and eyes are starting to hurt me, but I know at some point this article was about purging, so let’s purge the elites into oblivion so that we can all live as equals, rather than a subservient class to the 13 or 22 families that run this world primarily through banking and fear.

Working on Creating the Subjective Reality Website

I’d better launch this thing soon.  I really have to pour my heart and soul into this.  I have to work on it minimum 3 hours a day, 7 days a week.  No excuses.  It is going to be tremendously hard work, but it will be worth it.  I can literally design a site I’m passionate about, and make decent money from it.  Just look what Leo at Zen Habits has done with a simple philosophy.  The only limit I’m going to have is eye strain.  But putting in 3 hours, spaced out throughout the day and night, shouldn’t be a problem for me.  I should start getting up no later than 9 AM, so that I can get at least 2 hours in before noon.  I’m thinking the name of the site should be  called Subjective Reality Central, unless that name is already taken.  I want to cover everything that relates to subjective reality, and this is a niche that I don’t think will be too saturated.  I’ll be examining a lens from which you can view reality, where you will have no fear, and nothing to hold you back except your imagination of what is possible.  I wish I could use David Icke’s tagline:  “Exposing the dream world we believe to be real.”  Maybe something like, “Life is a dream, you are the dreamer, and it’s time to wake up.”  Or I could use Bill Hicks’ tagline, at the top of every page.

This is pretty much a bottomless wellspring of posts.  I could write about this stuff all day, so I think I’ve got a way to totally create a website I feel great about, and use ads and affiliate links to generate income.  I am going to create an online business that I can feel good about.  One where I do my best work.  I’ve done enough research on it to be qualified as almost an expert.  I just need to focus more on living what I talk about.  If life is a dream, you should have no fear whatsoever, except the biological fight or flight response.  There is nothing to fear but fear itself.  And if this truly is a dream world, you don’t even have to fear that.  I just have to get myself to totally believe it, 100%.  And I also have to believe I will succeed 100%.  Sure, it may be hard work, but I need to dedicate myself fully to this endeavor.

I just need to work extra hard at it.  There’s no substitute for hard work.  I have to challenge myself with this site, make it top-notch, with quality content.  I’ll definitely have to change my diet for this.  I need to stick to a routine as well.  I know that if I don’t, I know it may hurt me in the long run.  I’ll need to expand my consciousness as far as it will go.  I need to read Steve Pavlina’s experience of his 30 day trial of subjectivity.  I’ll obviously need to do one of my own as well, while creating this site.  I’ve got plenty of article ideas, up there, and I’ll have plenty more before the site is finished, if it ever is.  I intend to add to it continuously for a matter of years, to create the most comprehensive SR site out there.  I have to be willing to do the hard work that it will take to get this site off the ground, and then I can add to it preferably at least 3 times a week.  If not more.  I’ve really got to embrace this lens, and take it as far as I can before I can fully comprehend the implications of going down this road.  I’m going to cite sources where necessary, although most of them will come from maybe 5 or less places.  Maybe more, as time goes on.

Buddha believed this was how reality was, but Buddhism is full of unnecessary rules.  They’ve got precepts, you have to be a vegetarian, and a lot of other limiting beliefs.  But isn’t that the same with all belief systems?  The only one that can feasibly encompass all of them is subjective reality and the realm  of quantum physics.  I can even sit in my chair in the living room to write these articles, as that will most likely be the best place, seeing how typing here is bad for my neck.  At least there I have a neck rest.  Subjectivity encompasses objectivity, as it fits inside the whole dream philosophy.  When you are dreaming, are you aware of anything outside the dream?  No. But you believe the dream is real.  And even if you die in the dream, you wake up alive in your bed.  We literally all are the dreamer, not the dream itself.  The dreamer is consciousness, and the more conscious we get, the more validation we get of this dream world being, in fact, a dream.  Hell, even Jesus talked about this.  So did Buddha, as I mentioned before.  I have a real good feeling about this.  I just have to build it, market it, which SBI will help with that, and people will come.  I’ll sell books about it through affiliate links, and Adsense is a no-brainer right here.  I could become affiliates with Amazon, other online book retailers, and people who produce audio and video of this type of material.  This should be a fun and exciting ride!  I’m certainly looking forward to it.


I believe that one of life’s greatest pleasures is the freedom to be nobody but yourself.  The problem is that society and other things try to condition us to be something but ourselves.  We all become like robots, all thinking the same thoughts, all feeling the same limited range of feelings.  The education system turns us into obedient worker slaves.  The media instills fear and rage in us, so that we feel it is a dangerous world, so best not stand out.  We live in a high-anxiety, high-stress culture, and we’re all measured by how much stress we can take, which only shuts our brains down to a significant extent.

The fear and stress that is thrust upon us by every channel you can think of is very daunting, and can really get to you.  We are all slaves to the culture we were born into, and there’s no escaping it, at least not completely.  You can never truly, fully drop out.  The people who control the world have ensured that by exterminating all the indigenous peoples throughout the world over the centuries.  Either that, or they forced them into our way of life, and now they are suffering greatly.  Before these people were exterminated, there was unparalleled freedom on Earth, where we could do as we pleased, as long as it didn’t hurt anyone else.  Before civilization, we were wild creatures, foraging for food, which was in abundance everywhere you looked.

There was also a time when us humans knew the true nature of reality, that life was simply an illusion, and that we were one consciousness, everything included.  Then there were a bunch of cataclysms on the Earth, which caused so much upheaval, and destroyed every people that lived on this planet, leaving us all with a clean slate, but damaged in so many ways.  In an ancient Zulu legend, the Earth turned over onto its current axis, which can only happen when a foreign body causes it to do that, which I would suggest was the Moon being brought by entities that wished to control us, and make us forget who we truly are.  They’ve created a world that suits them, not us, and they feed off of our negative energy, mainly fear.  They reside just out of human sight, but close enough to have temporary appearances in this reality.  They interbred with ancient humans, and created what is called hybrid bloodlines.

Now, these hybrid bloodlines control the physical world, but they are controlled from a place just outside of this frequency band.  They, as early as 40,000 years ago, claimed their right to rule, based on their descent from the “serpent God.”  There are ancient drawings of serpents and snakes everywhere in the ancient world, and there is no refuting that.  There are many drawings depicting the interbreeding with humanity, and there are still symbols of it everywhere today.  Just look at the AMA’s logo.  Two snakes coiled around a cross or something like that.

Symbolism is very powerful, and that’s another tool they use to control us.  Take major sporting events for example.  In the Super Bowl, where hundreds of millions of people watch every year, there are so many Illuminati symbols in the halftime shows that it gets to be incredibly obvious.  At the 2012 Olympics, there was massive symbolism relating to the bloodlines and the hidden hand that runs this world as it is today.  Symbols are information, and when you focus on information, you take it in on a subconscious level.  We are in a state of mass hypnosis here, and the only way out is through our own consciousness and information that will help us see all the subliminal control mechanisms we have around us.

The rabbit hole goes very deep, and there’s always more to uncover.  But the more we know, the better off we are.  That is how we will become free again.  Knowledge truly is power.  Who among us ever asks the big questions?  Who are we?  Why are we here?  Who ever comes up with a satisfactory answer?  If you understand quantum physics, it will tell you that the world is primarily subjective, a dream within a dream.  We are living in an artificial reality created by these entities, primarily called the Archons by the Gnostics, whose Library of Alexandria was burned down by the Crusades.  99% of their information was destroyed throughout the years, and it wasn’t until 1945 in Egypt when a peasant found a jar sealed from roughly 1500 years ago that the Gnostic belief system was fully understood.  Luckily, no one destroyed that before it got out.

Also, Don Juan Matis, a Central American shaman, talks at length about these entities, and how they are mind parasites, and feed on our fear and other low-vibrational emotions.  And these parasites love to feed off of the energy of children the most, because they are the most full of life, especially before puberty.  Why do you think all ancient cultures sacrificed “young virgins?”  That was code for children.  Imagine how terrified the child was, and how much fear energy was being created.  It must have been like an all-you-can-eat buffet for these so-called “gods.”  And these hybrid bloodlines love to drink the blood of the sacrifice.  That is also well-documented in history.

All I can say is that I am eternally grateful that all this information is coming out.  Finally, we have an idea of what is truly going on in the world, and we need to take extreme steps to save it.  We need to realize we are truly in control.  We outnumber these people/entities at least 100 to 1.  I would guess much more than that, to be honest.  We just need to refuse whatever the control system tries to throw at us.  We need to say NO to microchips, smart grids, smart meters, and anything else that reduces our power, while simultaneously making us more dependent on the government and society at large.  We obviously need a consciousness shift for this sort of “radical” change.  We must remember who we are, infinite consciousness/possibility.

For true freedom, we must not be violent.  You don’t fight for peace, you peace for peace.  Just say NO, with a smile on your face and a jump in your step.  If the President or the Prime Minister comes on the TV and says, “We’ve had a talk, and we’ve decided to do this,” what if millions of people said, “We’re not allowing it?”  Where’s their power then?  Their power is simply in our acquiescence.  That is the only reason such a small quantity of people can control the world, because we are conditioned to believe we have no power to stop them.  Bollocks!

We are infinite possibility having an experience.  We have been cut off from Source, or Consciousness through very deliberate measures, and that has eroded our freedoms, day by day, year by year.  And I think it’s about time we reclaim our true freedom to be who we truly are, and to experience our full potential as humans, and as consciousness.  We used to be so much more than we are now, and we have that ability to reclaim that higher level of awareness, simply by realizing we all are one, there is no separation between us and them, and that we have the power to create heaven on Earth, if only we keep raising our consciousness.  This will require listening to one’s heart, not one’s gut.  Connect through your heart chakra, because that is the way to accessing consciousness.  We all need to try and get as many people as possible to do this.  Once the tipping point is reached, the control system won’t stand a chance.


The Holographic Universe

The illusory nature of reality is sort of like a holographic television channel.  There is so much happening in the space that we are occupying that we cannot see, hear, or feel in any way, shape, or form.  We can only see less than 1% of all light on the spectrum of light.  Humans are basically blind when it comes to what they can see in relation to what is actually there.  Not only that, they are not seeing with their eyes.  We are seeing with our brains, which are interpreting vibration, which then manifests itself as the holographic universe.  But this holographic universe is one of many, therein lies the theory of parallel universes.  Most of these parallel universes have frequencies that are so far apart from ones that we can decode, so we don’t pick 99.9% of them up, but the ones that are closest to us sometimes sneak into our reality for a few moments, and on some levels can cause interference.

Atoms are mostly empty space.  Yet we perceive things as solid.  But nothing is solid, everything we see is a hologram, and we only see and hear, and feel the frequencies we can pick up in our frequency band.  That is why people report seeing UFOs “appear” out of nowhere, and then “disappear.”  In fact, what is happening is the UFOs are entering our frequency band for a short period of time for one reason or another, and then quickly moving out of our spectrum of visible light.

Everything in this universe is wave form, and each wave carries information, and we decode this information using our bodies, which I’ll refer to as a biological computer.  Our five senses pick up the waves in our frequency band and formulate what we see, hear, taste, smell, and feel.  Some humans have a better ability than others to sense more wave forms, but all in all, humans are in a tiny band of frequencies that are but an infinitesimal fraction of what is actually in the space in which we are occupying.  A good example of this are all the radio and television stations that are passing through you right now, and yet you cannot see or hear them, simply due to the fact that your body/mind computer is not set up to decode them, but your television/radio is.  That is how seemingly invisible waves can become pictures and sounds.  You just have to have the right medium to decode it.

A hologram is basically a wave that you shine two lasers at, and it creates a 3-Dimensional picture.  That picture appears to be solid and 3-D to the human eye, but in fact it is not solid or even really there.  It is but a projection, and the universe is a projection for all five senses.  What the true nature of reality is is still up for debate, but every time I really delve deep into this subject, I get that pure consciousness is our true selves.  Infinite and eternal consciousness is who we truly are.  What we are seeing outside of ourselves is like watching a movie that comes from within.  We are an ocean of consciousness, and we are all one consciousness having individual experiences.  There is no such thing as death, and you could look at life as a dream if that helps you understand.

When you dream, everything that takes place is happening in your mind.  It seems real at the time, and all the things you feel, see, hear, etc., are totally real while in the dream state.  It is only when you wake up (or become lucid) that you truly realize that whatever took place in your dream was indeed all illusion created by your mind/consciousness.  David Icke wrote a book called Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is Illusion.  And what he meant to say is that who we really are is consciousness, pure undiluted love energy, and everything else is a hologram/illusion.  Everything physical is a projection of consciousness.  And we are slowly awakening to this conscious awareness of our true nature.  It may take a few more decades, but the suppression will end and we will know who we truly are.

So, why don’t we know about the holographic universe and our true nature already?  The answer is complex, and very so-called “out there,” but I’ll do my best to explain it in the best way I can.  At some point in the ancient world, we did live as though we were in this world, but not of it.  We knew of our connection to “God,” or consciousness, or the great spirit…whatever you want to call it.  We knew we were all one, until one day we were hijacked by what can only be described as inter-dimensional beings who were very technologically advanced (but not so much spiritually).  And what they did was bring the moon (which is most likely a hollowed-out planetoid) to Earth (Think of it like a Death Star…perfect analogy).  And what it did was cause mass cataclysms on Earth, and many ancient cultures describe the “Earth turned over.”  Because of the moon’s gravitational pull on Earth, it caused the Earth to tilt in the way that it does, and also caused many natural disasters that basically “wiped the slate clean” for these entities.

This is when the interbreeding started.  After everything had settled down to a point, these entities came down to Earth and interbred with humanity.  There are ancient accounts of this all over the world, and even in the Bible.  The Bible calls them “fallen angels,” and other ancient societies have other names for them.  What the main goal of these entities was and still is was the enslavement of humanity so that these entities could parasite off of our negative energy states.  Energy vampirism.  These hybrid bloodlines quickly assumed the power positions and killed off all the ancient knowledge by milking the shamans and storytellers of all the ancient nations and then killing them, ensuring only they had the knowledge of the illusory nature of reality, and they now use it against us to keep us in control.   These hybrid blood lines claimed they had the “divine right to rule,” due to the fact they had a bloodline related to the “Gods,” who were really the Reptillians or other inter-dimensional aliens.  This explains why the Royal families throughout history were obsessed with keeping their bloodlines “pure,” with excessive interbreeding which also caused some problems as well.

These hybrid bloodlines have a stronger connection to the Reptillians, who are broadcasting some kind of signal from the moon.  They are more easily possessed by these entities, and have rituals and sacrifices on certain meridian points throughout the world.  One that is pretty famous is Bohemian Grove, California.  They are Satanists, what who they are really worshiping are these entities who are very close to our frequency, which allows them to come into existence for short periods of time, and to certainly control the hybrid bloodlines through vibrational energy.  That is why the world is the way it is today.  But we’re starting to wake up.

David Icke talks about the truth vibrations, which he has been for over 20 years.  That everything that has been hidden will come to light, and the control system will fall.  And once again, we will regain that suppressed knowledge that has kept us in bondage and slavery without even knowing it.  We will once again realize that we are infinite consciousness, infinite possibility, and pure love energy and that nothing can harm us on a fundamental level, because we are all that has been, is, and ever was.  And now that the control system is in its death throws, it’s going to throw everything and the kitchen sink at us to try and suppress us more and more, much like a cornered rat trying to maintain its dominance, but at that point the truth vibrations will awaken more and more people, and there will be no stopping us from finally putting an end to the bondage we’ve been stuck in for thousands of years.

It will happen in our lifetimes, but before it does, the control system will seem to be getting stronger, but that is but an act of desperation.  Their last ace in the hole is the microchip, but most people will not go for such nonsense, and they are going to try to use it to suppress the truth vibrations on an energetic level.  So, if you refuse one thing, let it be the microchip, no matter what.  That is the “jewel in their crown,” as David Icke points out.  Either way, when we “die,” which there isn’t anything truly of it, death being the illusion that it is, we will once again become infinite consciousness, so there really is no need to fear anything, not even death.  And fear is the energy these entities feed off of.  Without this fear energy, they have no sustenance and will have no way to keep surviving.

There is nothing to fear except fear itself.  The world is an illusion, a hologram, and we are infinite consciousness having an experience.  There is no such thing as death, life is a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.  Until next time, I’m infinite possibility…;)

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Steve Pavlina’s Passive Income Series

Steve Pavlina has been writing an entire series on passive income lately, and although he hasn’t exactly got to the how-to aspects yet, his posts are pretty enlightening on this subject.  First, he is trying to weed out the pretenders, the people who are considered self-help junkies, those who consume vigorous amounts of material, but never do anything meaningful with it.  I am truly enjoying the posts he’s written so far, and it has helped me really see the mindset of someone who earns passive income, rather than active income.  The series starts here.  So far, there’s been around 8 or so posts on the ideas of passive income, and these will help you build a foundation to figure out if you are the kind of person who wants to earn passive income.  I’ll definitely be following along myself, and even attempting some of the passive income streams on this website if I can figure out how to implement them.

This blog has had its successes when it comes to traffic, but it has also had its lulls in traffic.  It is partially my fault for not shamelessly marketing myself constantly.  I’m sure if I got my blog in the hands of more people, it would pick up steam.  I could make a million excuses for why I haven’t marketed myself as much as I could, but the truth of  is that having a blog is easy, but running a business is hard work, and it requires a ton of work that I don’t even know about.  There’s a lot of behind-the-scenes work that goes on that is barely noticeable to anyone who doesn’t run a business.  That, and the fact that I’m not the most apt when it comes to HTML and other programming languages.  I’ve thought about joining SBI!, but I’ve gone through their tutorials, and I don’t think I’ll be able to create a website based on some niche topic that I would easily get bored with quickly.  The best ideas I have for a website involve the concepts of comedy, subjective reality, and personal development.  I could create a website that encompasses all three of those things, but I don’t want to be limited by those things.

My writing is very stream of consciousness, and it has to do with whatever is on my mind at that particular time.  Sometimes I’ll just start writing with a blank slate and see what comes to mind.  One example of this is the post Prison Reform.  I had no idea I was going to write about how horrible prisons are and how that system isn’t working until I took a look at what my biggest fears are.  And that’s when I realized that my biggest fear is going to prison.  Above all else.  And it’s fucked up that prisons are filled with violence and rape, among other things, where you are stripped of all your individual rights and pretty much a slave.  And  most of those people are not beyond redemption.  Most of those people can change for the better, if they change their environment and the people who surround them.  Most people in prison were born into that way of life, living in places where there are no jobs, no way to escape the turmoil of a life below the poverty line.  But those in power try to keep those people down, in order to maintain power over.  What those in power fear the most is a truly equal society.

Like I said, I have so many ideas floating around in my head, and so many statements to make about the culture we live in that all I really need to do is find a way to put it all under one umbrella and then I could start a website that actually makes sense from a passive income standpoint.  If I could earn a couple thousand dollars a month from this website, or another, then I could really start to save some real money and get myself financially abundant.  I just need help in achieving that goal.  I need to learn from others’ mistakes and my own mistakes as well.  It’s all about creating a brand that is uniquely me.  I’ve seen it done on numerous websites and blogs.  The woman who used to write on Violent Acres turned her abusive childhood and unique sense of humor into a very popular and profitable site.  Steve Pavlina created a website based on his hobby of personal growth.  Leo Babauta created a wonderful site called Zen Habits simply by writing about his passion of simplicity and fulfillment.  He’s made enough money so that he doesn’t have to work anymore, except on his blog and whatever ebooks he wishes to create.  There are a wide variety of ways to create an income-generating website, and I just have to figure out the formula and learn all the hidden tricks for high web traffic and I’ll be golden.

I love to write about a variety of topics, and my small audience seems to appreciate it as well.  I write for myself as much as I write for anyone else, as it allows me to create something that otherwise would not exist.  I’m at least throwing myself out there to an extent.  But I know deep down that if I am to earn any kind of living from this kind of work, I need to figure out a way to build traffic and monetize this website to the point where I’m making enough to cover all my expenses and then some.  Sure, it will be a lot of work up front, but once I have the traffic rolling in, I’ll be pretty much on autopilot.

Anyway, check out Steve Pavlina’s Passive Income Series and see if you also would like to create some passive income in one way or another.  It certainly beats active income, where you only get paid while you are working.  It could be the best thing you’ve ever done for yourself, and the downside is pretty limited.  The upside is almost unlimited, so where is the risk really?  If it doesn’t work out, it’s not like you’ve risked anything but a little of your time.  Until next time…

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