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Do The Little Things Really Matter?

Friday, May 14th, 2010

I remember reading an article by Derrick Jensen called Forget Shorter Showers, in which he talks about how small personal actions do nothing to shift power away from the corporations and the current political systems.  That led me to question the act of doing things on a personal level for the environment when the corporations are going to use orders of magnitudes more resources than us  individuals to power their gargantuan machines of control and domination.  Is it true that what you do may not matter, but it is still very important that you do it?  Or is that just something self-righteous hippies and environmentalists want you to think?  Is it more important to do small personal actions to save Earth or is it more important to change the system from a much larger perspective, or both?

I would argue that the whole system needs a serious overhaul, and not just the branches.  Sure, doing these small personal actions like recycling and conserving water will have a small impact on the problem, but isn’t it more revolutionary to take down the very systems that are allowing this outrageous waste to occur in the first place?  Wouldn’t that create a much larger net savings in the future?  Wouldn’t the ultimate destruction of factory farms be superior to 5 or 10 people going vegan to express their personal qualms about the way animals are treated today?  Sure, you can do the little things to serve as an example for others, but in a way I feel that it is mostly a way to show how more environmentally-conscious you are than other people.  It is, I feel, a form of mental masturbation.  It is kind of, “I drive a hybrid, so I’m better than you.”  In case you didn’t know, hybrid cars are the leading cause of smug.

Sure, you are doing positive things for the environment, but you are still suckling at society’s teat.  You still need electricity, running water, and air conditioning to survive.  You are still contributing to the problem.  You still buy foods with excessive packaging and take showers every day, thereby using resources that are in short supply.  You are still dependent on the system and the corporate structure.  Even if you did everything right, it would not make a significant dent in the problems we face today.  It would only make a significant dent if EVERYONE did it and cared enough to do it.  Most people are not even ready to listen, so it will most likely be decades, even centuries, until any real change takes place.  This civilization is holding on for dear life and will continue to do so until all options are exhausted and has no choice but to crumble.  We will come up with a few innovations to continue our pathological and destructive ways for a few more decades, but once they fail as well, we will be left with nothing but ourselves and the Earth (or what is left of it).  That is the time we can truly start over and live in balance, along with increasing diversity of species by helping nature accomplish ecosystems that have multiple species of plants, animals, insects, and fungi.

We can become stewards of the Earth, and not just use it to benefit our own race, but the races of all other animals, plants, etc.  We can become the true crown of creation, and not the most destructive species ever to live on this planet.  But trying to do this within this destructive system is counterproductive, but it does allow you to learn the skills you will need whenever this civilization does crash.  So I’m not demonizing environmentalists here, just saying that what they are doing is very insignificant, but it is important preparation for when our collapse truly comes and there is no more oil to make plastic bags or to power automobiles.  Bicycles will be harder to manufacture as well.  Planting our own food won’t just be the right thing to do, but a necessity.  At least in the beginning.  Eventually, if we do it right, we will never have to plant food again because it will be growing all around us all the time.  Conserving water will be a must because we will not have the abundance of water we have today.  Running water may become a thing of the past, and although we take it for granted, we lived without it for thousands of years and we survived.  There will most likely be no more television or internet, never mind the absence of electricity.  It will be very difficult in a post-crash world to patch together an electric grid, and even if we do, don’t expect it to be consistent.  So getting off the grid, like some super-environmentalists and anrcho-primitivists do is a great idea in preparation of what may come.  You don’t have to live in a Unabomber shack full-time, but going up there every few months for a few days will put in perspective what is coming.

In a way, I agree with Derrick Jensen when it comes to the little things not really mattering, but I also know enough that in the future the little things will matter very much so.  The people who do not know the skills to live on their own will be in much more trouble than those who have prepared for what is the inevitable collapse of civilization.  It may take 50 years, but at least you’ll be prepared when it comes.  Otherwise, you’ll have to rely on the government for food, water, and maybe even shelter, which will never happen, especially after a crash.  The choice is yours.

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Focusing This Blog

Wednesday, May 12th, 2010

I’m going to take a break from the familiar rantings I usually do and just sort of talk out loud on how I can focus this blog to a certain niche to build traffic and be able to earn at least some income from it.  First off, I need to provide genuine value with every post.  I must raise my standards of what a quality blog post is and spend more time tweaking and editing these posts.  At some points, I even think I should start over with a whole new blog just to avoid the mistakes and missed opportunities this blog has experienced.  I was naive coming into blogging and I cannot say I’ve learned much about how to monetize my blog or even build significant traffic.  I guess it just wasn’t high on my priority list.  I knew it would be a lot of work and I was not yet committed enough to it.  I almost feel ashamed of this blog when it comes to its optimization, coding, and layout.  I just don’t know what I’m doing when it comes to those things.  I’m just not very web savvy.  And that is partly my own fault.

I have never liked programming computers and I don’t think I ever will.  From HTML to C++, it has always been an utter bore to me.  Hand-coding anything just makes me want to go to sleep.  And I’m a math guy, go figure.  When I took my first programming class in high school, I was all excited, but quickly became turned off to the whole idea of programming.  My mind wasn’t wired like a computer, so I couldn’t think like one.  Most of all, I hated the tediousness of it.  One small mistake could ruin a whole program.  Besides the fact that I’m not exactly pro-technology.  That certainly doesn’t help.  But that doesn’t change the fact I do want to make a substantial amount of money from this website/blog.  I would love to make $50,000 or more a year simply by blogging and optimizing my site to the best of my abilities.  If I must learn things, I will resolve to learn them.  I just need a BASIC understanding of all of this programming and web utilities (bad pun).

I do not want to sell my content to some outside agency because in my mind that is suboptimal.  I would only get paid once for that, when I could potentially get paid millions of times for the same post if I had the traffic.  Obviously, I cannot make any money without sufficient traffic.  And I will not build traffic unless I keep my posts pretty much consistent when it comes to a certain niche.  I just have to look at all the successful blogs out there to find that 99% of them have a common theme running through their whole site.  If I were to look at the archives of my blog, it started out  humor, then went to self-help, then went to anarcho-primitivist and pro-nature ranting, then whatever it is I’m doing now, which I’m not really sure.  I have gotten my share of positive and negative feedback from readers, and I’m just not sure where to go with this.  I could keep running on the anarcho-primitivism side, something I know quite a bit about and am passionate about, or I could turn this into another self-help, feel-good website.  Or I could combine the two.  Or I could write about humor and laughter, which would make this blog into basically a joke site.  I guess maybe I have too many interests.  Or maybe I just haven’t yet found a way to tie them all together.

When I study a topic, I immerse myself in it.  I try to basically become it for the time I am experiencing  it.  I like to read and write about a variety of topics because I have many interests.  I just need a way to relate these interests to a common denominator so that it will be in accordance with this site’s overall message.  If you look at a site like StevePavlina.com or Zen Habits, you will see that even though they write about a variety of topics, it always has their main theme running through it.  I just need to get clear about what it is I want this blog’s theme to be.  To be honest, the majority of my being leads towards anarcho-primitivism, but there is a part of me that likes the personal growth aspect of my previous blog posts.  What was it that Abe Lincoln said?  “A house divided against itself cannot stand.”

That’s not the only problem.  I definitely have not spent enough time actively blogging.  I blog when I feel like it, and only when there is not anything else for me to do.  It is no longer a high priority in my life, but more of a filler.  It will get me through one of my days off from work so that I don’t succumb to watching TV or blindly web surfing stupid content.  There are times when I am inspired to post, but I often feel that I’m saying the same things over and over, just in a different context or framework.  “This civilization is going to crash, it is unsustainable, we need to change, etc.” has been the focal point of the past 1.5 years or more of this blog.  While what I am saying is definitely the truth, I’m trying to find a way to put a more positive spin on it.  I feel like what I am writing about is a truth people do not want to hear, that people shy away from and are in serious denial about.  Some of it can be chalked up to ignorance.  I feel like the message that I need to get out is that we need a rapid change in consciousness in order to save the Earth and if the majority of the world’s population does not change, then we are doomed to a severe crash that will kill off most of Earth’s species along with most of us humans (not that a reduction in human populations is a bad thing).

I’ve read tons of articles saying that us humans are what we are and cannot be anything else than a ravenous, gluttonous species.  But I think it is a factor of culture.  It is our cultural software that has created the world we live in today, not our biological hardware.  Humans nearly identical to us 50,000 years ago didn’t live like we do today, and yet we don’t think we could ever go back due to the ego and its self-preserving ways.  Going back to the hunter-gatherer way of life is a shot to the ego of our species.  We’ve come so far and accomplished so much to be thrown back into what we were.  It would be a serious step back, a demotion.  Not to mention that people in the first world dread being equals with the rest of the world, just as the rich dread being equal to the poor.  What ever happened to all men are created equal?  Oh, wait, didn’t the people who wrote that own slaves?  And there is the hypocrisy of every civilization.  Built on ideals it can’t even sustain itself from the beginning.

See what happened?  I broke off into another rant.  It seems I can’t help myself.  I guess that’s my niche.  The back-to-nature, anarcho-primitivist ranter.  I feel the more I embrace this role, the more value I will get out of it.  The more anti-establishment and anarchist I can get, the better.  And if people don’t like it, too bad.  I’m sure some will.  I want to pursue my passion, not write some fluffy blog about BS that can be found on millions of other blogs.  I want to be my own person, not a carbon copy of this blog or that blog.  Sure, my writing may be obscure and my viewpoints unpopular, but you know what?  At least I’m being honest and putting myself out there.  The truth that is most afraid to be spoken is the truth that should be told the loudest.  The truth we resist hearing is the one that we truly need to know.

Civilization was a mistake.  It is not natural.  It is destructive.  Is is unsustainable.  It is cruel and unusual.  It is out of balance.  It is headed for a crash.  The way we live and have lived for thousands of years is incorrect.  It has destroyed much of the beautiful landscape and is responsible for the extinction of millions of  species of plants, animals, insects, and even humans.  We force this lifestyle down every culture’s throat, demanding total submission or death.  In our minds, there is only one way to live and that’s our way.  Damn the consequences, we are going to get what we’ve worked so hard for!  We don’t care what we are doing to the Earth because we don’t live there anymore.  We spend our lives inside sterile buildings with fluorescent lighting.  We are conditioned to fear nature, our former home, so we destroy it.  Instead of facing our fears, it so much easier to obliterate them.  We begin an incestuous relationship with ourselves and only ourselves, becoming more and more dependent on human intervention and less on nature itself.  We are dependent on civilization, and therefore fearful of its demise and are willing to preserve it at any cost.  We have become pathetic, useless, and fearful when at one time we were strong, courageous, and full of enthusiasm.  Our culture needs to change and we need to abandon civilization.

That is the truth I am driving at.

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Humans: Pathology at its Best

Monday, March 1st, 2010

The human race as a collective is very sick. We are damaged goods, broken. In today’s civilization, it is impossible not to be broken because all we see around us is hordes of death, destruction, murder, robbery, genocide, disease, overpopulation, etc. Our culture has turned us into a bunch of living, walking, breathing zombies that care more about how they can get ahead than how we can all work together. It is a natural reaction to the kind of world we live in today. We feel that we always have to be better than other people because we will see more opportunities and have a better life. An endless path of progress until our ultimate demise. This type of thinking is flawed. It is exactly the type of thinking that brought us such great innovations such as the Holocaust and genocide of the Native Americans.

We are so far out of balance and our consciousness shows that.  We continue to destroy our natural habitat in favor of sterile monuments and monumental buildings that represent little more than corporate dominance.  We are slaves to this accident called civilization.  It may not be accurate to call it an accident, because we knew damn well what we were doing and what we are doing now.  The problem was that we became addicted to the power.  When we finally mastered agriculture and the domestication of animals, we became more numerous and were able to gobble up more land for our consumption.  And as this spiraled out of control, our numbers grew larger and larger and central authority was established because once we reach a large enough number of people, there has to be someone in charge, no matter who they are or what their motives are.

And so it goes.  We initially developed agriculture as a survival mechanism to help us through one of the ice ages or other trauma that happened some 30,000 years ago.  We had to adapt and because we had developed such large brains from either eating tons of meat or other factors, we were able to take control of our food supply, which seemed perfectly rational at the time.  It was either make some food or go extinct.  So it is our own superior intelligence and mental adaptability that will ultimately be our demise.  I don’t blame the early homo sapiens for doing what they thought was necessary because had I been in their shoes, I would have done the same thing.  I don’t think they ever thought what would become of our world thousands of years down the road.  They were just doing what they had to.

Let us not forget about the Industrial Revolution that created orders of magnitude more people than grain agriculture.  Let us not shy away from all our medical advances that allow many people to live that would have otherwise been selected out due to living a natural life.  We just keep extending our power beyond our empathy until it is too late.  Where is this civilization going anyway?  Do we really want a world with 15 billion people and over 1 billion Americans?  Is that what we want?  People living in pods designed by GE and eating Monsanto GMO crops?  Because that is the only way we are ever going to feed and house a population of over-consuming, overpopulated humans who just don’t know when to stop.

Thankfully, our civilization should crash well before that nightmarish scenario ever happens.  But people are working to make all our unsustainable technologies more sustainable, which is a nightmare if you ask me.  Do we really want a police state sustainable?  Or a one-world-government?  Do we really want 1984?  Is that what we are shooting for?  A high-tech security state where every move we make is documented and even our private thoughts are being read by government officials?  Because that is where we are headed if we keep up this civilization.  I just pray that we crash fast and hard in the next century and never recover to the point we are at now.

We can gobble up all the natural resources and all the land, but then what?  What is the means to this end?  When there is no more power to be taken, what will those in power do?  When humans have control over every living being, will we expand into the universe and start making all universal life our slaves?  Technophiles are the ones who dream this kind of stuff up.  And they are the ones who are making many of the decisions.  They say that there is always a solution to maintain the status quo and to keep moving in the same direction infinitely, but that is not the case.  It is only a matter of time before we run out of the very fuel that is powering us.  It took millions of years for all the fuel we are using to form.  And in a couple of centuries, we have depleted nearly all of it.  Does that seem very logical and rational to you?

So what are we supposed to do about all this?  I would argue there is nothing we can do on a small scale that would make any significant difference.  The only suggestion I have is to learn how to be self-sufficient and how to live without some of the manufactured necessities we now are blessed to have.  The electricity will come off.  The water will stop running.  There will be catastrophic crop failures.  It’s just a matter of when.  And it is a matter of knowing how to get by on much, much less than we have been.

And it is also shedding this notion that we are entitled to everything this Earth has to offer.  Not to mention taking what the Earth gives us and not forcefully creating our food and shelters in such a way that we destroy the majority of all other life around us.  It is getting rid of all these unnecessary laws and regulations that are just used to control us when what we truly are are wild animals.  And until we embrace our wildness and get back to nature, we will see how we used to live just by watching the animals and how they live.  We will regain more and more of our primal selves and start to realize that the way we live now is totally insane and the way every other creature on this planet lives makes perfect, logical sense

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The Human World is Going to Hell

Thursday, February 11th, 2010

The human world is going to hell and it is taking the rest of the natural world with it.  We’ve poisoned everything in sight for our own selfish “progress.”  We’ve even poisoned ourselves.  Try finding tap water without chlorine and fluoride in it.  Things seem to keep getting worse, too.  We are nearing the collapse of at least the USA, and possibly the global economy as we know it.  America will no doubt become a third world country.  This is, of course, due to our behavior as a species.  The United States makes up 5% of the population and uses over 25% of the world’s resources.  If that isn’t unsustainable, I don’t know what is.  Americans don’t even produce hardly anything anymore, yet another sign we are headed down the road of becoming the other, the nondominant nation.  And it is entirely our own faults.

When the settlers first arrived here in America, the landbase was pristine, a paradise.  Now it has become the United Malls of America.  We have destroyed this entire continent and called it progress.  We have drained the land of every natural resource we could think of and had a misguided assumption that they would last forever.  God forbid we would think ahead.  I have the most dreadful feeling that in the next 50 years, this whole planet will become nothing more than a stinking ball of garbage and radioactive materials.  And we’ll have 15 billion people if some plague or virus doesn’t wipe out half the population.  I already feel overcrowded with just almost 7 billion people on this little rock.  Imagine how fucked up this world will be if double the people live on it.

Lucky for us, the current way of life is unsustainable, so we probably will never see 15 billion people.  And if we do, it will be a tipping point that will lead to the complete destruction of civilization.  There will be some kind of crash this century and I would argue that we are already in it.  The economy is destroyed.  Most of our food supply is created in a lab.  People either have no job or a job that doesn’t allow them to cover their expenses.  There are millions of rivers of money going from the poor to the rich and the Federal Reserve has our country by the balls, quite literally.  The future looks bleak, and there is little we can do about it but pull up a chair to watch everything crash and burn.  I’m sure the television news will put on quite a show.  And we’ve all got a front-row seat.  Sure, it will be a biased report, but you can’t argue with the facts of what is going on.

People are suffering today worse than ever before due to our psychotic and domineering society and culture.  We are told there is only one way to live and we either live that way (the exact way that is getting us into so much trouble in the first place) or be phased out with violence or simple assimilation.  Just ask the Native Americans about how compassionate civilized humans are.  We are all victims of this culture.  We didn’t ask to be born into a world where 1% of the people control something like 50% of the wealth.  The game is rigged, the scales are tilted and we are all in the dark–intentionally.  Nobody at the top will tell you that you’re getting fucked and have been getting fucked since you started your first day of school.  We are only taught what we are meant to be taught to keep us docile, compliant, and subordinate.  We are taught to never question authority and to accept that rules are rules and laws are laws no matter how ridiculous some of them may be.

So here we have a population of people who are completely devoid of critical thinking.  Sure, there are some people who are resilient enough to break out of the propaganda, but for the most part people just take what they see and hear at face value and believe it, especially if it comes from a trusted media outlet.  The news is the main tool of propaganda, and this is exactly why there are 24-hour news channels.  The powers that be want us to be exposed to their manifestos at all hours of the day and night to keep us thinking the way they want us to think. Here’s a link to Bill Hicks’s JFK assassination joke that shows how the totalitarian media tells you what to think and distracts you with meaningless entertainment.  Even shows that are supposedly entertainment express these same views through the characters’ values and ways of life.  Their main messages are that buying things will make you happy, your government always knows what is best, and that we as a people are entitled to whatever we want, no matter the cost (financial or ecological).  We are told that to challenge authority is a big no-no and to think for yourself makes you a radical.  To propose ideas that are not widely accepted by the brainwashed masses and those who are doing the brainwashing is grounds to get you assassinated (at least some of the time).

It is a mad, mad world out there and a self-destructive one at that.  We are literally biting off the hand that feeds us and it is only going to end one way and at this point I do not believe there is any way to stop the crash.  We are already in it.  Things will get a lot worse before they get better and people will die.  When we run out of the fuel that sustains us, what will we have left to keep up this standard of living and to support this many people?  Hell, even our own crops are grown with fertilizer derived from oil.  Us humans may have been smart enough to control the world, but to do it in a way that will allow us to do it forever is beyond our reach.  We extend our power beyond our understanding and beyond our empathy to the point where we even hurt ourselves in the process.  Can we ever recover from this type of behavior?

I think time will tell whether or not we can overcome this pathological death cycle we are caught in right now.  Of course, after we have a major crash, there will be someone next in line to assume power and control, but only it will be much harder to control an entire population without all those natural resources.  I hope that one day we can start living from the land, not exploiting it, but I very much doubt I will see this in my lifetime because people are so resistant to change, especially one of this order of magnitude.  And if we do form a society without guns and exploitation, what is to stop another neighboring tribe from doing the opposite and overtaking us, much like every culture that exists today once did?  Perhaps the Earth is better off without humans altogether, but try pushing that idea on people.  Not going to happen.

I have faith that one day perhaps we will realize the folly of our ways and revert back to our hunter-gatherer real selves.  How we get there is unknown to me, but once we realize that it is more intelligent to live in balance as a whole species and retain that species consciousness without being seduced by fancy new tools that increase our power at a hidden cost, then it will be a possibility.  I’m just hoping that eventually we can live the way we are supposed to once again, the way nature intended.

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DNA and Natural Selection

Friday, January 15th, 2010

At our very core, us humans are all the same. We all want to survive and to pass our genes on to the next generation. It is built into our DNA. This is why the act of reproduction feels so good. We are programmed to reproduce at any cost possible because we originated from a world with very few humans with very low survival rates. Natural selection took care of the people who were ill-equipped to survive and the ones with the strongest genes lived on to replicate their DNA time and time again, ensuring the species a better chance of surviving. This was back in our hunter-gatherer days.

In comes agriculture. This new invention forced upon the entire world over time increased our population due to a greater abundance of food, and this led to more people and more food and so on to the point where we for the most part do not go hungry and have more than enough food to feed the world many times over. More and more people are surviving that would have died back in the hunter-gatherer days because survival has gotten easier and easier every generation, evident by all those people you see walking around. So we have a diluted gene pool that just keeps reproducing at the speed of light, with exponential population growth, leading to a resource scarcity and a destruction of our Earth’s ecosystem. The stronger gene people mixed in with the weaker gened people and turned us all into a homogeneous population of consumerism-obsessed “zombies.” Now I use the term “zombie” to refer to the mass of people on Black Friday who want a good sale so badly they trample a Wal*Mart employee to death. We are overcrowded and we sense in our DNA that there will not be enough to go around, so we become agitated and fearful.

We are living so far out of balance, even our own bodies can sense it. Every time I see a tree being cut down or factory-farmed animals in cages, I feel for them. I feel like we could be doing so much better as a race, but instead we look after our own narrow-minded self-interest instead of working towards the greater good for all of the world. We buy sneakers made by child slaves and fur coats made from dead animals that were seen as no more than a commodity, an expendable life for the purpose of fashion. But we don’t want to know. We don’t want to think that the animal we are serving up for dinner spent its entire life in a cage, never seeing the light of day and then was slaughtered in a very bloody death, but all cleaned up by the time we get it at our local supermarket. It wouldn’t have to be this way if there weren’t so many people that we had to start domesticating animals and using them as tools to serve us, rather than allowing them to live their lives as well.

I would argue that natural selection became human selection after some time in civilization. We exterminate all life that doesn’t benefit us, and we keep the things around the we use or find nice to look at. Everything else is expendable. Our own selfish needs, brought about by our selfish DNA, which cares about nothing more than survival of itself and its species, will go to great lengths to make sure we have everything at the expense of every other living creature on this planet.

We are what we are. It’s hard to change a species’ consciousness. We are doomed to keep up this behavior for quite some time until we crash and burn into a place where we are forced to live like we once did, but who knows if we’ll just repeat the cycle over and over for all eternity, crashing and burning, then rebuilding, then crashing and burning again? Since the human lifespan is not infinite or even more than a century at best, it’s hard to really know if we will ever learn from these mistakes we’ve made or if we will ever change our ways. It’s possible that we are hardwired to keep up the destruction, even well after we have lost everything due to resource depletion. Always the optimist, I know.

It’s possible that we may find that balance again where we live with nature and enhance it, but how we get to that point is beyond my knowledge. Even a plan that looks good on paper is going to hit many, many obstacles that will destroy any hope of a nature-based human world. Humans will go extinct in the future, but it will take a long time, but this exploitative and self-important type of behavior will certainly hasten our demise into oblivion, which is a good thing in that scenario anyway because we’re not living in balance. If we could find a place where we fit and stay there in a nature-based culture, it would also be fine because we could exist for millions of years and still have everything we started with.

But I don’t know if humans are capable of going back. Time will tell.

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