Full Spectrum Lighting

About 10-12 months ago (can’t be sure of the exact date), I took the plunge and ordered 6 full spectrum light bulbs, which mimic the 1500 waves of light that come in through the sun.  I have to say that these lights have been a wonderful godsend for me and I realized what poor quality light I was living with before.  Not only that, but it allowed me to experience most of the benefits of the sun, even on cloudy days, because these bulbs come about as close as you can to real sunlight.  Everything in my room where I put 2 bulbs appears sharper and I’ve noticed a marked reduction in eye strain, and a much better mood while in my bright room.

It’s such a phenomenal change that my room has to be at least 3 times brighter than any other room in the house.  This especially helps on gloomy days, especially in the winter months.  Most of us need about an hour of unfiltered sunlight per day, which I would guess less than 10% actually get.  This condition, known as sunlight starvation, can lead to depression, agitation, sickness, a vitamin D deficiency, and many, many other problems.  This is why sunlight and Earthing (walking or sitting barefoot on the Earth) are two of the most important practices you can use for health.  The only problem is that the sun is not out every day, at least not consistently.

I try to get sun as much as I can, during hours when the sun is at least 50 degrees above the horizon (very important for vitamin D).  But there are times of the year, even here, where the sun never gets to that point.  Therefore, I won’t get all the sun’s beneficial wavelengths during some of the winter and fall months.  The sun will still be beneficial, but you won’t get as much vitamin D, so it is important to have another light source that supplies UVB rays, which helps your body produce vitamin D.  That’s where these bulbs come in.

My only recommendation is not to use more than 3 of these bulbs in one small room.  If I stick 3 of these bulbs in my ceiling fan, it becomes way too bright for me to handle it.  It is like being in the sun for too long without sunglasses.  But then again, it may be fine for you, as I have some eye problems from when I had brain cancer 10 years ago.  My pupils don’t exactly react very quickly, so an increase in brightness for extended periods of that magnitude causes me problems, but might not be any problem for you.

In conclusion, these bulbs are a great SUPPLEMENT to getting real sunlight year-round, but not a replacement.  Nothing beats pure, unfiltered sunlight for at least 20 minutes a day, without sunscreen or too much clothing on.  Ideally, you should get 50% of your body exposed to the sun every day.  And on those days when it is impossible to get that sun, you’ll have the bulbs as a backup, and even using them year-round is not a problem, as they are not the sun, so don’t have any skin cancer-causing rays.  This white-blue light is essential for proper brain function, and immune system health, so give them a try and see how you feel.


Subjective Reality Website Coming Soon!

Sorry for the long, extended absence.  Again.  I tend to forget about this website every now and then.  I have to say that I’ve been busy, but that’s really no excuse, is it?  I easily could have not watched all those episodes of Law and Order: SVU for a second time and written some fantastic articles in here.  But I guess laziness and a lack of inspired ideas is the culprit here.  I mean, I’ve been writing in all sorts of places on the web, just not on my own site.  I’ve put a lot of time and energy into thoughtful comments on articles all across the WWW, and although only some of them provide a link back to this fledgling website, I don’t think it hurt this site too much.
I wish that I was more active here, but I know now that this site isn’t viable in the long run for me.  I’m still pondering whether or not to start SBI, which is a service that allows you to create a website, and handles all the technical details for you.  It even helps immensely with monetization.  And it costs roughly $300 a year.  But from what I’ve seen on their website, they have so many success stories, and even blogging and PD god Steve Pavlina recommends it highly.  He says it will significantly help you get a site that ranks in the top 500,000 on Alexa, which is a far cry from where I’m at on this site.

It’s not that I’m giving this site up or anything, but I’d like to take these ideas, and the ones I have yet to come across, and turn them into a website that actually makes money and doesn’t just sit here, unnoticed, except by the fewest of people.  I’m very interested in further exploring the nature of reality through a subjective lens, and this website would allow me to dedicate a whole site to it.  The only hitch is I have to figure out the interest in a site like this, and how it would translate to real world dollars.  I’ve got plenty of ideas for this site, and it would help me cement this belief system in my head, although I still want to remain open to other possibilities.

Life as dream metaphor is nothing new, but I’m not trying to reinvent the wheel here.  I would just like to provide my unique take on the issue.  It has to stand out in some fashion.  I’ve had some experiences to confirm the belief that we are indeed living in a dream, and they are a key point to why I am so passionate about this sort of subject.  The whole idea of being the dreamer of this reality, and not just a small piece of the dream is very empowering, and it puts your life in perspective.  This way of looking at the world is fascinating, and I would like to move further down the proverbial rabbit hole by exploring this point of view more fully, if not just for myself, then also to help others come to terms with such a drastic perspective shift.

I feel like I could write about SR until the end of time, so I know for a fact there will be no shortage of content, new realizations, and different interpretations that I could explore.  The possibilities are endless; infinite, in fact.  There are so many places where I’ve heard this idea, from comedian Bill Hicks to fringe conspiracy theorist David Icke.  And it has been a recurring theme in my wanderings through cyberspace, even if that is not what I am searching for in that moment.  This would be the equivalent of play for me, because I enjoy the subject matter so much.  And that’s really the only website I can see myself creating with a nearly infinite well of possibilities.  That’s why it will endure for many years to come.

The idea is to create timeless content in a field where you are passionate.  And it’s also nice to earn money from the fruits of your labor.  With SBI, I feel I have nothing to lose, and everything to gain.  They even offer a 90-day money back guarantee, and you even get to keep your domain name.  I can’t say that I’m planning on sending it back, but it shows a lot of confidence in that company, with real examples of people who have made real websites that rank in the top 500,000 on Alexa, some in the top 100,000.  And that’s enough to earn more than a subsistence living off of.  Realistically, a website like that could make a few thousands of dollars a month after the first few months.  All I have to do is put the work in, which will be hard, but inspired.  And the technical side will be taken care of, so no having to learn HTML or any other nonsense.

I expect to get this website up and running within the next month, possibly sooner.  What’s great is that I already have tons of content about this way of looking at the world, dating back to 2006 on this website, so I can take some of the pieces from here, and fit them into the new site, which will have a narrower focus.  I know this site really doesn’t have a clear focus, and I never expected it to, although at the beginning it was a personal development site, but it became a nature site, then a reality site, then who knows what it became?  That’s because my interests vary along a wide spectrum, and there is just so much to explore in this reality.  So, I’m making a commitment now to start this new website in the next month.

I have a really good feeling about a site like this, that discusses deep level subjects such as the nature of reality and how we can better understand it by looking into who we truly are.  We are infinite consciousness having an experience, one from the ocean of infinite possibility.  Those are the kinds of things I’ll delve into more deeply on this new website.  Wish me luck, and enjoy the ride!

The Great Awakening

I can’t remember the last time I posted on this blog.  It was in August, nearly 2 months ago. I would like to talk more about the holographic universe and how the whole world is an illusion created by our minds, much like The Matrix, only our controllers are not machines, but inter-dimensional entities. And they use the moon to firewall off parts of our reality so that we only see what they want us to see. Fluoride in the water is yet another tool of control. It calcifies the pineal gland, or what is often referred to as the “third eye.” It also causes a wide variety of other health problems, such as dental and skeletal fluorosis. That is the exact gland where my brain tumor was. I’m wondering how damaged that gland really is after having a tumor on it, then having it operated on, and then having it radiated for 30 days in 2003.

I’ve heard in so many different sources that the world is not “real.” That the universe is a hologram. That all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There’s no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we’re the imagination of ourselves. It’s one thing to get it on an intellectual level, but to truly live it proves to be much more challenging. Everything around you keeps trying to pull you back to the five-sense world. I would have to assume that this is by design. If we truly realized that who we are is infinite possibility, and pure, undiluted love energy, not to mention the fact that we are all one, what would that do to society as we now know it? It would surely fuck up the economy. But it would also open us to all possibility, where anything and everything would be possible for us. There would be no boundary between self and other. It would be what Steve Pavlina called Oneness World in his book Personal Development for Smart People.

David Icke talked about something he referred to as truth vibrations as early as 1991, where everything that has been hidden will be brought to the surface, and that this change would be happening gradually for the next few decades, and that the control system and inter-dimensionals would do anything in its power to suppress these truth vibrations, to suppress the human race ever truly knowing its true nature. That’s what all these toxins are trying to do, as are the genetically modified foods. Not to mention the manipulation of the Earth’s energy field through so many different means, one of them being HAARP, and many other stations like that which bounce radio waves into the ionosphere that have the same frequency as human brain waves. Chemtrails are yet another tool of manipulation. Scientists who have tested the composition of these chemtrails have found they contain barium, laboratory created RNA, aluminum oxide, ethylene dibromide, and other very toxic and genetically manipulative chemicals.

This is a desperate attempt by the control system to try and stop the truth vibrations from coming to light. They are going to throw everything at us, including the kitchen sink, in order to suppress us knowing the true nature of our being. The control system is run by entities that operate outside of visible light, and use certain humans (those bloodlines these entities genetically manipulated thousands of years ago to resonate on their frequency) to carry out their agenda. One key element among these hybrid humans is that they have a complete lack of empathy. They do things that are so horrific without any emotional consequences. 3000 dead on 9/11? No big deal. Pepper bombing Baghdad and killing thousands (probably millions) of innocent civilians? Who cares? And you can’t say, “Oh, they would never do that.” No, YOU would never do that. There is a clear difference between these people and the general population, and they often find themselves in positions of power. As a matter of fact, you’d be hard-pressed to find one world leader that doesn’t have this insidious genetic code.

Most of these people are Satanists, who still to this day conduct ritual human sacrifice, often sacrificing children to the “gods,” which are these inter-dimensional entities. Some of them are considered to be Reptillians, while others manifest in other nonhuman forms. They use the moon as some sort of satellite dish to broadcast their instructions to these people, who in turn are possessed by these entities. Most of these people belong to many secret societies, where the things that go on there are so grotesque and so horrific that most people wouldn’t even believe it. As Hitler said, “If you want people to believe a lie, make the truth unbelievable.” These entities are feeding off of our energy, especially our low vibrational energy. And the fear energy of children is what they are after most, because it is more pure and undiluted.

This, in some ways, explains the rampant pedophilia in the high ranking officials of this world. And the sacrificing of “young virgins,” code for children, has been done since the beginning of civilization. Sacrificing them to the “gods,” or who they believed were the “gods” at the time. These entities are not gods, but an evil, controlling force who are so afraid of being detected that they have to work through a small handful of humans, instead of doing the job themselves. There are so few of them compared to the human population that there is no way they could control us overtly. So they use covert means to manipulate us and our reality to try and bind us in low vibrational states to allow them to keep feeding off of us, much like the energy vampires that they are.

But this won’t be happening for much longer. As hard as they try to control and manipulate us, there will come a time when humanity reaches a tipping point and the control system will falter. Once enough of humanity wakes up to its true nature, which is that we are infinite consciousness having an experience and that nothing can ever destroy us, as we are infinite unconditional love energy having a temporary experience. Once humanity has enough people being in this world, but not of it, the control system will have no fear energy to feed off of, and humanity will once again reach its golden age. These entities cannot feed off of love energy, because they themselves are so mired in fear and insecurity that they are no match for humanity in full knowledge of who they are at the most fundamental level. They will be no match for a fully awakened humanity, and that is what the truth vibrations are going to help us get to.

It is only a matter of time before this great change takes place, but before that happens, it will seem like the control system is winning, when in fact it is acting out of the most pathetic desperation. These entities have every idea what a fully awakened humanity is capable of achieving, but what they don’t know is that our awakening is inevitable, and no matter what they throw at the holographic universe in the so-called physical play-out world, they can never harm the core of our being, which will manifest itself in all its glory in the very near future. Certainly a lot to ponder…

David Icke

David Icke is famous for talking about a Reptillian alien race that came down some tens of thousands of  years ago and affected humanity on a deep and profound level, manipulating our genetics and also creating a society that encouraged low-vibrational thoughts and behaviors, which in turn are their fuel for sustenance.  He is a fascinating fellow, and he has some great truths to share with the world.  He puts on 7-9 hour presentations that are just mind-blowing.  Some of them are available on Youtube in full or pieces.  He goes into all the conspiracy theories on the five-sense level, and then goes deeper into the nature of reality as a whole, and talks about consciousness and other topics that are similar.

It all started for him around 1990, where he had what people would call a spiritual awakening, and all hell broke loose in his life.  He was a television presenter and national spokesman for the British Green Party.  But in the late portion of 1989 into 1990, he started noticing that whenever he was alone, he felt a presence in the room with him.  It got to be so strong that he went to see a psychic whose book he was led to by a voice in his head.  A voice that told him to check the books on a certain shelf, and that psychic told him that he would go out on a world stage and reveal great secrets.  He never told her why he really went to see her, as he said he wanted hands-on healing for his arthritis.

He went on to go on the Wogan show, which was a popular talk show in Britain, where he was ridiculed for the things he was saying.  He also had an inclination to go to Peru I believe in 1991, where he had an experience on some sort of small mountain, where he had this very powerful energy pass through him for about 45 minutes or so, and the voice said, “People will be talking about this 100 years from now,” and “It will all be over when you feel the rain.”  It was a very hot day in the desert of Peru, and there was no inclination that it was going to rain, but sure enough it began to pour, and he was a changed man.

He started doing research about the occult, the five-sense aspects of connecting the dots in this conspiracy theory world we live in.  He noticed certain families are in control of all the world’s countries and pretty much rule the world through a very tight control system.  They manipulate wars and create problems just to offer the solution that they wanted to implement anyway.  For example, these people wanted wars with Iraq and Afghanistan, and eventually want to cause WWIII, so they engineered 9/11 to create a stricter control structure in America, and gave them a reason to attack Afghanistan, and eventually used the WMD theory to attack Iraq.  Iraq is very important to these people, as it is on a certain meridian point of the Earth, and is also referred to as “the cradle of civilization.”

He didn’t come up with the Reptillian theory on his own.  So many people would come up to him and share their experiences with all these world leaders who they had seen turn into a Reptillian form, and then shift back to human form shortly afterwards.  These world leaders are part of the 13 Illuminati families who have been in control for thousands of years.  And the only reason they were in control is because they declared they had the divine right to rule, as their bloodlines were from the “Gods,” which were really these Reptillian entities who control them through what is known as the Moon Matrix.

The whole idea here is to keep the human race in fear, because that is the arena in which these Reptillian entities operate.  Their food is fear energy, and they use our psychopathic society to manufacture so much fear that they always have energy to munch on.  These elite half-bloodlines perform rituals on meridian points to conjure up these entities, and they sacrifice a child, and then drink its blood.  Accounts of people who have attended these rituals say that once these elites drink the blood, they go crazy.  The reason they sacrifice children is because they have purer and more “nutritious” fear energy.  Once a child hits puberty, he/she goes through all sorts of biological and chemical changes that render their fear energy just enough to live, but not satiating enough to allow these entities to last for very long.

He talks about how the moon is sending a signal that blocks us from seeing the world as it really is, much like the Matrix movie.  The moon is most likely a hollowed-out planetoid that acts as a satellite dish that sends a blocking frequency that keeps humans in a very limited perspective.  The people who are most influenced by the moon’s signals are the people who the Reptillians interbred with thousands of years ago, and they can be controlled through this Moon Matrix.  These people were also bred for lack of empathy, which explains all the atrocities they commit without having any compassion for those who suffer.  Many of these people have done so many horrific things behind closed doors, or out in the woods at Bohemian Grove, CA, that it is unbelievable.  If I recall Napoleon’s famous quote, “If you want people to believe a lie, make the truth unbelievable.”

David Icke also talks about the Truth Vibration, which is coming, and already starting to affect humans on a very profound level.  Once this Truth Vibration reaches its peak, we all will see what has been going on all these years, and why the world is the way it is today.  The manipulative entities will be exposed for who they are, but they aren’t going down without a fight.  The microchipped population goal that these entities want for humanity will allow the truth vibrations to be blocked, possibly using the Moon Matrix again to send a blocking signal that keeps us in mind instead of in Consciousness.  And this is me just scratching the surface of what he talks about.

Whether or not you believe everything he says is irrelevant.  If you just take the time to listen to him speak, you’ll learn a ton, even if it is just from a five-sense perspective.  But if you’re not willing to open up to the illusory nature of reality and how he describes the world and the universe as a hologram, you’ll be missing out on the most important part of what he talks about.  22 years of research and inquiry is bound to give a person some great insights, and you’re seriously missing out if you don’t check this guy out and at least watch one of his entire presentations.  I’ll link to one right here:

I hope you enjoy this video, and keep your mind open while watching it.  You don’t have to believe everything he says, but just listen to him talk.  You won’t regret it.

Subjective Reality Revisited

I feel like I’m one of those people who has a lot to say.  I have thoughts on certain things.  One of these thoughts is known as subjective reality.  The whole idea behind subjective reality goes like this:  all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we’re the imagination of ourselves.  It’s a pretty powerful belief system, where there is only one consciousness, and it encompasses everyone and everything, and that you are that consciousness.  It is you as the dreamer, and it is as if your life is quite literally a dream.  Now, this can’t be proven in any objective sense, because it is subjective by nature.  Although, from what I understand, Einstein proved it at some point in his life.

I find this belief system fascinating, because it is a completely new way to look at the world, and it truly enhances your experiences, which leads me to believe that it is most likely more accurate than the objective model, although the objective model is contained inside the subjective model itself.  If you believe that the objective model is real, you are simply using subjective reality to create objective reality.  It’s the whole “thoughts create reality,” or even more precise, “beliefs create reality.”  But a belief is simply a thought you keep thinking, so you can literally shift reality by thinking thoughts and observing their manifestations.  Everything is vibration, and reality is very pliable based on your beliefs/habitual thoughts.  Your thoughts really do create your reality, but the thoughts you keep thinking are the strongest manifestations.  And once you’ve created something, it is harder to uncreate it, simply because just observing it perpetuates it.  

The best way to go about exploring subjective reality is to install empowering beliefs into your reality.  Those empowering beliefs will take root and begin to manifest.  The only catch is that you actually have to believe them for them to come into your reality.  You have to be in perfect alignment with these empowering beliefs, and you have to expect them to manifest in your so-called physical reality.  This can be very challenging, but only if you believe it is.  To maintain the vibe of subjective reality takes some time at first, but after a few weeks of constantly reminding yourself that you are in fact dreaming, you will begin to assimilate this belief system into your reality.  It is something I have played with at times, but I’ve never really immersed myself in it quite yet, at least not in the last 5 years.  It is something I am looking forward to truly discovering and experiencing in the future, or even starting now.  

“The world is like a ride at an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it, you think it’s real because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round; it has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly colored and it’s very loud and it’s fun… for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: “Is this real, or is this just a ride?” And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, and they say, “Hey – don’t worry, don’t be afraid -EVER- because, this is just a ride.” And we… KILL those people HAHAHA! “Shut him up! We have a lot invested in this ride – SHUT HIM UP! Look at my furrows of worry! Look at my big bank account, and my family! This just HAS to be real!”… But it’s just a ride. And we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok? Jesus – murdered; Martin Luther King – murdered; Malcolm X – murdered; Gandhi – murdered; John Lennon – murdered; Reagan… wounded HAHA! But it doesn’t matter because: It’s just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings of money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one. Here’s what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride: Take all that money that we spend on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, NOT ONE HUMAN BEING EXCLUDED, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.”–Bill Hicks, comedian.

The above quote also in so many ways reflects what I am talking about as well.  You can find people talking about this belief system everywhere, and even the Abraham-Hicks spirits basically talk exclusively about the subjective and vibrational nature of reality.  Intuitively, this way of looking at the world and reality in general makes absolute perfect sense to me.  And it is a far more empowering belief than objective reality, although even in a subjective frame, you could choose to believe that objective reality is true and therefore use subjective reality against itself, in a manner of speaking of course.  If you believe in objective reality, it will be created for you, just like if you believe in subjective reality, it will also manifest.  But in both cases, you are using the subjective nature of the universe to create what it is you wish to believe.  There are no right or wrong beliefs, but some are more empowering than others.  My suggestion is to pick the beliefs that empower you the most, and drop all the disempowering beliefs that will only make your life not as fulfilling as it could be.

I suggest you give this belief system a try, and see if it has any merit for you.  You’ll never know what it could do for you unless you give it a shot.  Until next time…

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